everything's heavy

i dont feel like anything!
i dont know what the hell is wrong with me.
i switched on the usual games i play. in 2 mins i clicked exit.
then i went to facebook, its so slow i x'ed it.
i switched on my radio.
then i took out my nail polish and started painting my nails. after i started on my left thumb,
i took a tissue and wiped it off. shoved the bottles into my drawers. and offed the radio. they arent playin the music i wanna hear now.
i stared at the unfinished books beside my table and thought to myself, nahh i don feel like reading.
then lippy msged me on msn. after a few replies i dont feel like replying him anymore.
then dominic msged me on msn. i replied "=.=" and stopped replying him.
after that i was thinkin, maybe i should exercise. i picked up the dumbells and, put them back. they seem a lil heavier than they usually are. my arms are too tired for exercises.
there's nothing i can do with my laptop. nothing to do online.

i sat staring at my laptop and thought. yeah i should blog. but i just did! what to blog now?

ishk. whats wrong with me. i think i should sleep.

another week till january. holiday's over. i should start looking for a job.
my arms feel heavy. my head feels heavy. my body feels heavy. my heart feels heavy.
still feeling the gastric pain. been ahving abnormal bleeding for 4 days now. and i thought it would go away...

i think i should sleep. sighhhhhhh.... i dont feel like anything at all