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new blog header pic

i have changed the blog header picture *grins*
all of a sudden i felt like making a new one.
this is the old one. if case we forget how it looks like. lol...
do drop comments for me on which you think is nicer. or what can i do/add to it to make it even nicer. hehe!
i purposely made the background of the new one grey. cause i dont want it to be black anymore.
thats y it looks a lil blurry and all. not cause the pic is blur, its cause of the colours i use. mayb i really sould use pure black so the other colors stand out. hmm...
the whole pic is actually 8mb. shrunken to less 1 mb to fit blogger's column. so...
yeah its not blurry. ahahha

Lego’s minifigures 30th anniversary

guess who?
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Amy Whinehouse + Brad-gelina jolie-pitt and their twins... Lego figures. lol!!

among other other celebrity minifigures are Madonna, Posh and Becks and Sir Cliff Richard.

now kids can play with the celebs! lol... nah lah they arent on sale. lets see if anybody steals them and sell it on ebay ahha...

Disney. you have to watch this, lol!!

Cinderella




Beauty and the beast




Snow White

Lovely spring day

Why does life have to be filled with choices? To tell or not to tell? Green curry or laksa? Pizza or pasta? Do this or that? Get this or that?

That was the thought that popped into my head, as i lie on the grass under the warm sun, the breeze carrassing my skin ever so softly with a scent of spring or maybe it's the smell of freshly cut grass from the field in front of me.

It just makes you wanna fall asleep to the lull of the bird chirping, the sound of a kid's laughter from the nearby park bench. It would be nice if everyday was lke this, watching the bees collecting pollen from the newly sprung flowers, watch the world go by in a slow relaxing pace under spring's sun.

Then again the choices just had to invade that tranquility. Do i continue like that? Do i look for a greener pasture? Do i go to a sunnier place? Is a simple and easy life the most fulfilling one? Or is it better to work your arse off, be rich but then miss out on the small, wonderful things in life?
Is it okay to make the wrong choices sometimes? Will there be enough time and chances to amend or undo what was wrong?
Do we pick the risky adventurous but maybe, rewarding path? Or do we go with the safe choice?
You are what you choose to be eh??

Ahhhh..... screw it!!! Today, I am just gonna choose to lay back under the warm inviting sun, stain my shirt, let the ants crawl into my nose( and die inside it ==P), let the bee sting me if they want to, i am not gonna let a thing in the world trouble me today except for Whitney Houston's "I will always love you". ==D

What will be my choice tommorrow? The burden of thinking bout that, i shall just let it lay back together with me, for one more sunny spring day at this new favourite place of mine (it has a swing ==) ) until life and reality catches up. Sometimes it's ok to take it one step at a time....

PS : this is a risky choice....sorry mom.....i am gonna go get my ears pierced ==P !!! don't disown me ==D

neko nikki (cat's diary...if i am not mistaken)

Wednesday (~Good morning), no matter what the month or date is, it’s sunny
Light has a light blue scent

In the cat’s diary
The number of times it took a nap is written there
In the swing’s diary
The accelerations of today and dreams that fly off are written there
In the clock’s diary
The number of times a dear person gazed it is written there
If that’s so, in my lips’ diary
The number of times they called your name is written there
one two three four five and six…

Thursday (~Good morning), no matter what the month or date is, I have dreams
I wonder if the two of us are getting closer

In the sky’s diary
The moments when stars met are written there
In the curtain’s diary
The rumors on the wind about someone who kissed are written there
If it’s the rocket’s diary
Counting down on its fingers to the day of launch is being written there
Doing so, in my lips’ diary
I’m dreaming of the countdown with you
seven six five four three two one…

tu tu tu tu tu tu tu…
My diary is dreaming of kissing you…

Ps: this is a song.....

its 8.30pm and i ate, showered, jumped around and blogged ==)

i got home really early today. i can leave at 6.30. haha! but the thing is, liang went out. aiya .. nvm la i can blog. hehe..
its been a really long while since i get to shower and eat at home for dinner. i missed that feeling so much so much... dad is really happy over dinner today. cause i got home early.

7 MORE DAYS TILL SEPTEMBER IS OVER!! ==) then its october. then its november. hahaha... u know... hehehe.... hmm.. should i be counting down the days till my internship is over? or the days till liang's back? hmm.. i wonder... which should i count. heehe!!!

2 more months 2 more months 2 more months 2 more months 2 more months 2 more months 2 more months left to go. Wheeeeeee.......... sounds short. but its going to be a long month. time is goig fast this whole september but it felt slow. ITS STILL NOT FAST ENOUGH! i wanna zap through time til the end of Novemeberrrr.....

Ahhh!! *floats on clouds sorrounded by love bubbles*

We were in school when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm sitting there
in the car with you and the stars

See the cats,
hear the laughter
that echoed
I see you make your way through the car seats
And close my eyes
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And i was saying how my pebbles arent as high as yours
And I was sitting on the stones
Picking more pebbles for you, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be all yours, no more sneaking on the phone
You'll be the prince and I'll be your princess
It's a love story cubby just say yes

So I sneak out into your car to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if he knew
So what the hell
Wanna kiss you for a little while

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my mommy said stay away dont play with fire
But you were everything to me
I was losing my mind, don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be all yours, no more sneaking on the phone
You'll be the prince and I'll be your princess
It's a love story cubby just say yes

Romeo save me, im trapped between whats fake whats real
This choice is difficult, but i know,
My heart is yours
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story cubbby just say yes

Oh oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming closer
finally i broke the line
When lips met i knew i'll never regret, and I said

Romeo save me I've never been so in loved
I was waiting for you but you never come
This is in my heart, I don't care what they think
He held my hand 跟我在,一起吧!

Be with me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I want to know
We'd be on our own, we'll grow old together
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Cause this is when i knew how much i love you

i dont have a title for this post

i've been so busy lately. life at Studeo Grafix aint the life i want right now. i might want a life like that if im single and that i dont have a family with me now. i see collegues there, they are really happy and fun. out of the whle big company, only 1 had kids. 2 just got married. the rest are all singlers with just a quarter of them not-married single. the others? single-singlers. yeah i called those with a bf or a gf singlers too cause u know, when you're filling up a form, theres only 2 choices. married or single. hahaha... sorry cubby, don mean to call myself single but yeah im one of the quarter of the not-married singlers there. okay back to the people there, they are happy, really happy cause they spend their life at work everyday, hanging out having fun with collegues, it felt like its just another hang out doing projects. they dont have to worry about not spending time with anybody else, dont hav to worry about not eating at the right time, don have to worry about not cooking and eating outside oily cholesterolly food. they life with housemates they dont know and all they do is slp right after they got home. that's not too bad. that is, if you dont have your loved ones near you.

liang's aslp now. tired with all those birthday celebrations. its a very good thing. just that its on a weekend, the only time when i can spend more online hrs at home. getting home at 8 or 9 at night is realyl tiring. everybdy knows me! i cant live without slp and food! u know during my interview for studeo grafix, i told the interviwer, "i can work, as long as i get enuf slp and enuf food." and yeah i repeated that for quite a few times and she asked me "why are u so worried about for food and sleep?" then i was like.. wait.. i dont remember wat i told her. something like i hav to eat cause if not i'll get gastric. i have to slp if not i cant work or soemthing.

anyway my eating habits has gone out of the railway road. im having gastric pains almost everyday. sometimes i really dont hav time to eat cause i have to meet deadlines, i have my eyes glued on the pc screen from 9 to the time i get to go home. my fingers on the keyboard 95% of the times when my eyes are on the screen. the other 5%? im going round and round in circles on my chair just cause im so bored!! i cant stand boredom. how can people live like that! maybe cause im not used to the job yet. maybe cause i don really like journalism or to write. they claim that my articles arent formal or corporate enough. of course not! i've never been exposed to corporate lettes before. or even corporate profiles and all. all i read is magazines and story books! how corporate can i get? but i'l still try. try hard. cause it isnt that bad if i look on the bright side. that is.. if i look on the bright side. it might also be the reason cause i hav to keep doing amendments to my articles, slight mistakes here and there... 'article too dry'... 'whole paragraph sounded rush. needs tweaking'... 'capital letters here, spacebar there, watch the alignments'... there were alot of clumsy mistakes even after i read throuh my article before i summit. my eyes are always tired. i need protective shades when i look at the pc screen for 10 hrs in a day. sigh... hope i don get some eye tumor or cancer or something, since that my health had always been bad all along.

i write everyday and im still writing now. haha.. i just realised. now that i type so much, i might get really reallllly high marks on the typing skill challenge on facebook. haha....

anyway i dont really know what this post is about. i have 3 days off for my raya holiday. plan to go out with fi and nic. we still owe nic her bday present and bday meal. her bday was more than a month ago. everybody was busy with their internship. i guess this is how our life would be like after we officially graduate and start working. u'll lose all your collegemates, high school mates. childhood mates. cause if liang's here i'll b spending 70% of my free time with him. 25% with my parents. leaving 5% for..? my own personal private time? orr time with my girlfriends? i dont really know. oh no... im starting to miss everybody around me already. soon everybody will start to work. i might lose my girlfriends. they might lose me. and we have to find raya or deepavali holidays to hang out! ==( good thing this is a multiracial country. can make use of te raya and deepa holidays. our country could use more races with more holidays. but it might add more trouble to malaysia's political world. everybody wants a slice of the gov pie. sigh...

mayb im thinkin too much lately. there are alot of things lurking in my mind. this might sound silly but when i saw in the web cam yesterday when liang's friends were there with him to celebrate his birthday. i was jealous. i saw everybody and im jealous. very jealous. im happy that he's happy. that he has such nice friends to celebrate with him. it was my idea. but im still jealous. jealous of the poeple there, simply because they are in sydney, and im not. they got a piece of the celebration. i want one too ==( i might b goin to sydney too... soon, but not now. then i was thinkin to myself.. i must be jealous of the thousands and thousands of people living in sydney now. yes. i am. silly eh? just a thought. lurking slowly in my mind. somehow its not lurking towards the exit sign right at the corner of my mind.

this is a really long post. people might not read alot. anyway i should be in bed soon. i wouldnt get enough sleep during the weekdays. i should sleep early during weekends.

they are going to have a meeting/gathering at the end of next week. and im expected to stand out and say something. for sure they will be asking me things like "how do u find studeo grafix so far?"
"do u like working here?"
"how do u find the work here? hard to cope?"
"are you happy wokring here?"
and all that sort of a thing. and yay! im so so not prepared for the answers. i dont know wat to tell them! take note that it would be in front of everybody from the whole company. and im the first ever intern in studeo grafix. first and the only one.

i should be going off to bed. my face looks ugly from the tiny swollen bumps i had after yesterday's facial treatment. i have a lot of fat lumps below my eyes cause of my cholesterol. liang has alot too. have to control what u eat dear... the pics on today's newspaper is really scary. i wouldnt want fat lumps like that even when im old. i'd have to do plastic surgery to have it removed.

sigh.. there still are things lurking in my mind. the tired guards are petrolling my brain cells, making me use wired words as i type. chasing the tiny particles in my brain to sleep in my brain cells.locking them up in brain cells. i dont know what im typing. good night...

A special thanx...

It was just another warm shiny saturday morning, yes it was my birthday but was just planning for a quiet one, going to the gym then have dinner with my cousin, Jason.
Got out of bed and for the first time in years have i seen our living room so empty, tidy and clean. I was like "woah, Jamie must have felt really like cleaning"hahahaha....
By 12 i was hungry so i went ahead to cook rice, Jason did say something like "eating so early?" He never really asks that but still I continued on with what i was doing.
After the rice was cooked and all, both of us sat outside on the sofa for the first time, yes in years....hahaha..."Wah, it's been awhile since i sat on the sofa, so nice and comfortable, I'll sit for awhile more." said Yee Liang....*note i was only awake for like an hour and was still feeling lazy.
10 minutes later my baby woke up and i proceeded to call her and she started saying things like "put on some nice clothes when u go out ya." When i asked why she just said cause it's your birthday. It was weird but yet i just went ok.

"KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!!!!" hmmm..."who is it?" i wondered...kelvin(my cousin's bf)? Cause he is the only one without a house key. I was closest to the door and guess what i found when i opened it?? a bunch of hooligans outside my door. LOL...just kidding...
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!" echoed around the tiny hall outside our doorstep. I was stunned, really surprised and in PJS...how is it that the usually observant me didn't notice something fishy going on. Maybe the plan was flawless, maybe Jason is a good spy, or maybe i just sucked cause I just wasn't paying attention.Hahaha....
Anyway, there in the hall was Jing Ling holding a strawberry tiramisu from 85 deg(a shop with the most delicate beautiful and nice cakes ==D) with a beautiful "20 candle making me feel old" haha...Sheng Yu (the one who bought and brought the cake all the way from the city, thanx a bunch) Hong Gee(one of the masterminds along with Jing Ling i believe), Xiang Yuan, Xiang Jie and Kyloon(the 3 who made the day merrier).....Of course ever present(in my heart) was my baby, who i shall be giving a few spanks for decieving me ==P that offered to pay for the cake too.
Haha....when they asked me to make a wish, i said it out aloud,"I hope all of you will be here to stay with me for years to come(or was it every single year) hahaha BIG HINT and i did really mean what i say ==D....I am a greedy person so of course I did make another wish in my heart as well, which I am NOT going to tell.
Another thanx goes to our "waitress" ==D Hong Gee who cut the cake into 8 pieces and somehow saved the last and biggest piece for herself ==P...just kidding....
Headed out for korean food which i hope everyone like....sorry Ian if it wasn't vegetarian enough ==S ...
Thanx everyone again for the meal, for Kyloon who dished out his credit card and Xiang Jie who held me there as if I was some captive to stop me from paying ==P
Thanx Jing Ling for all the photos too...

Oh I haven't forgotten Harbour side shopping mall who sponsored a dazzling display of fireworks for ME...YES ME.....wahhahaha...

Late appearance by Imelda and Siobhan was appreciated as well....along with all those who wished ==)

Hope you guys enjoyed the day as much as i did...and hope you are all here to stay too( i know i've been saying this too many times...but I don't care *rolls my eyes*) ==P
Of course baby....come soooooonn!!!! hehehe....Love you guys....*blows kisses all around*

PS : pardon the kisses and loving just for today la ha baby ... ==P.... you know I love you most ==D muackzszszs...

To all that called me old on this day and had birthdays before me...YOU ARE OLDER!!!!
To those who called me old but had not had birthdays yet...YOU'LL JOIN THE 20s CLUB SOON enjoy while you can!!! ==D

oh and photos are not with me but will be uploaded i guess when i get it....or just on fb...hope I don't turn out like shite in them ==D

Happy Birthday to my baby bear!!

actually i do have a surprise for u. unfortunately i couldnt find time to get it done in time. really sorry for that. but i promise that i'll make it up to you... but i cant promise when... u'll be back before my internship ends. then i'll be going out with u every and all. but i promise i'l find time. dont say i dont have to, i want to ==D

this is your first ever birthday to have me as your gf. im sorry i cant be there to celebrate with you.
i really do want it to be a happy day for u. at least u have your frens there ==) and your strawberry tiramisu.... its the best that i can do for u for now. there is more to come. plus, you're goin to canberra. ==) happy that you're having fun. hehe...

anyway... happy birthday again. somebody's no longer a teen. doesnt really make a difference. just that you have to behave. hehehe.... dont be so naughty. no more cheeky tricks up your sleeves and have nothing done behind my back.

i dont know what else to say to you.. have to post this before 12 your time so... i love u... and will always do ==)

A quick post

Just had my korean lesson today, there was lots of words and verbs involved, learnt how to form simple sentences with the words and all, lots of studying to do before the next lesson which is on tuesday, so my post on it might be a little late.
Spring is finally here again, it actually felt like spring a few days back, the sun was hot the wind is cooling but warm. Singlets, shorts, sleeveless, spaghetti straps all the light summer clothes are back on the streets again. Though it's been a tad cold for the last 2 days but it is still bearable without a jacket, certainly not freezing.
That's about it, gonna stay clear of studying for awhile and enjoy my holidays ==)
Happy holidays to those who are having em, and also to those who are having them a week later....

Japanese folk song - hana

She sings this extremely nice, full of emotions in her every word.........her pronunciation isn't the best but it's because of that it makes it sound even nicer....there's the romanji version of the song if you click on more info...

To people who say this is like some dead, miserable song, it is meant to be that way!!! It is a sad song...





the 2nd one is sang by a japanese...equally nice....ahhhh i wanna be able to sing that well....but only in my dreams ==D

川は流れて どこどこ行くの 人も流れて どこどこ行くの
kawa wa nagarete dokodoko yuku no hito mo nagarete dokodoko yuku no
The river flows and goes far. People also flow and go far.

そんな流れが つくころには 花として 花として 咲かせてあげたい
sonna nagare ga tsuku koro ni wa hana to shite hana to shite sakasete agetai
When that flow arrives, I want to make flowers bloom as flowers, as flowers.

泣きなさい 笑いなさい いつの日か いつの日か 花を咲かそうよ
nakinasai warainasai itsu no hi ka itsu no hi ka hana wo sakasou yo
Cry. Laugh. One day, one day let's make the flowers bloom.

涙流れて どこどこ行くの 愛も流れて どこどこ行くの
namida nagarete doko doko yuku no ai mo nagarete doko doko yuku no
Tears flow and go far. Love also flows and goes far.

そんな流れを この胸に 花として 花として むかえてあげたい
sonna nagare wo kono mune ni hana to shite hana to shite mukaete agetai
I want to take that flow in my heart and welcome it with flowers, with flowers.

泣きなさい 笑いなさい いつの日か いつの日か 花を咲かそうよ
nakinasai warainasai itsu no hi ka itsu no hika hana wo sakasou yo
Cry. Laugh. One day, one day let's make the flowers bloom.

花は花として笑いもできる 人は人として涙も流す
hana wa hana to shite warai mo dekiru hito wa hito to shite namida mo nagasu
Flowers can laugh as flowers. People can cry as people.

それが自然の歌なのさ 心の中に 心の中に 花を咲かそうよ
sore ga shizen no uta nano sa kokoro no naka ni kokoro no naka ni hana wo sakasou yo
That is a song of nature. In our hearts, in our hearts, let's make the flowers bloom.

泣きなさい 笑いなさい いつの日か いつの日か 花を咲かそうよ
nakinasai warainasai itsu no hi ka itsu no hi ka hana wo sakasou yo
Cry. Laugh. One day, one day let's make the flowers bloom

泣きなさい 笑いなさい いつの日か いつの日か 花を咲かそうよ
nakinasai warainasai itsu no hi ka itsu no hi ka hana wo sakasou yo
Cry. Laugh. One day, one day let's make the flowers bloom

"this is a Japanese song, but remember, it's a Okinawa song.
Okinawa is a southern island on Japan and it used to be a peaceful independent kingdom.
This song carries such a sorrow taste because Okinawa had a dark history behind during WW2."
Quote....fluidsnake, one of the people that left a comment on the video...

The history of everything!!!

This is another cool vid, with cool lyrics and i think it is based on true facts too....



There's already lyrics beside the vid but i'll just post it anyway...

Our whole universe was in a hot dense state,
Then nearly fourteen billion years ago expansion started. Wait...
The Earth began to cool,
The autotrophs began to drool,
Neanderthals developed tools,
We built a wall (we built the pyramids),
Math, science, history, unravelling the mysteries,
That all started with the big bang!

"Since the dawn of man" is really not that long,
As every galaxy was formed in less time than it takes to sing this song.
A fraction of a second and the elements were made.
The bipeds stood up straight,
The dinosaurs all met their fate,
They tried to leap but they were late
And they all died (they froze their asses off)
The oceans and pangea
See ya, wouldn't wanna be ya
Set in motion by the same big bang!

It all started with the big BANG!

It's expanding ever outward but one day
It will cause the stars to go the other way,
Collapsing ever inward, we won't be here, it wont be heard
Our best and brightest figure that it'll make an even bigger bang!

Australopithecus would really have been sick of us
Debating out while here they're catching deer (we're catching viruses)
Religion or astronomy, Encarta, Deuteronomy
It all started with the big bang!

Music and mythology, Einstein and astrology
It all started with the big bang!
It all started with the big BANG!

A cool song frm a cool dad

I wanna be as cool as him nxt time ==)....
I'll listen and write down the lyrics when i have the time, probably tmr.....

Lesson 1

All about the basics. Korean words are formed out of consonants and vowels. It is a rule that all words are formed by ( consonant + vowel or consonant +vowel + consonant).

Here are the consonants :

ㅂ = pronounced as "b/p" (used more often as b, cause, see the one below)
ㅍ = pronounced as "p"
ㅁ = pronounced as "m"
ㄱ = this is pronounced as "g/k" usually its read as "g" though like many korean surnames 김, people pronounces it as kim but its actually gim
ㅋ = pronounced as "k" (therefore this is the "official" "k")
ㅈ = pronounced as "j"
ㅊ = pronounced as "ch" (it's nearly the same as the one on top but you have to be very accurate and at the "h" in it and make sound more like "chimney", compared to the top where it would sound like "jam")
ㄴ = pronounced as "n"
ㅌ = pronounced as "t"
ㄷ = pronounced as "d"
ㅇ = like english has it's silent k, this is silent, but it put below (eg. 공 [gong] , in this word, ㅇis pronounced as "ng")
ㄹ = pronounced as "l"
ㅅ = pronounced as "sh" the "h" is a soft one but not silent, so pronounce the "h" but don't stress it
ㅎ = pronounced "h"


These are the vowels :

ㅜ = pronounced as "woo more like oo"
ㅠ = pronounced as "you"
ㅗ = pronounced as "oh" would sound like "u" to us chinese...
ㅛ = pronounced as "yo"
ㅓ = pronounced as "a" it sound more like the "a" in "ball"
ㅕ = pronounced as "ya" the "a" here has to sound like the one above
ㅏ = pronounced as "ah"
ㅑ = pronounced as "ya" with the "a sounding like "ah"
ㅡ = pronounced as "eu"
ㅣ = pronounced as "ee" this to us in pin yin is more like "i", "tee" would sound like"ti"to us chinese

So, basically korean words are formed out of these. There'll be more complicated ones but this would be it for the first lesson.
Now, for some words...try looking at the characters above and combining them to pronounce the words....I'll add the "pin yin" behind so you would not unconciously look at it ==D

나비 - butterfly (na bee)
사자 - lion (sa ja)
우유 - milk (woo you)
조 - cow (joh)
개구리 - frog (gae goo lee) *i know i did not add ㅐabove but its basically combination of ㅏ
and ㅣ making it sound like "ae" so add a ㄱ and it becomes"gae"
어머니 - mother (o mo ni) * u sometimes hear them say "o mu ni" but well this is da proper one
아 버지 - father (ah bo ji)
아기 - baby (ah gee)
어린이 - child/children (o lee nee) *well when u first see this it looks like 린(leen) 이(ee) but if
you pronounce it fast it'll sound like"o lee nee" in fact if you
try to spell it by listening to the word u might spell it as 어
리니 but its just the nature of the word it is something like the silent"k" for knife, if you were to spell it by listening to it you'll probably go"nife" but why do we add a"k"?cause we just know, same like koreans know where to put their words.
*quote, my teacher..haha (any questions ask me, i think i
can explain it better telling it rather than writing it.
호주 - australia (hoh joo)
시드니 - sydney (see dun nee) *interesting fact, as you know korean words are made out of consonants and vowels, that is why when they pronounce words like sydney in english, they go"syd*e*ney"
코알라 - koala (koh al la) * you probably would have guessed the word already ==P
종국 - china (jung goog)
대한민국 - republic of korea (dae han min goog) *korea is actually han goog, but they still use"dae han min goog" when they are cheering for their team, you might have heard it during korea's match in the world cup
한국어 - korean language (han goog o)
한국인 - korean people (han goog in)
음식 - food (eum shig) *remember soft, short "h"
문화 - culture (moon hwa) *ㅗ plus ㅏ =ㅘ (this you pronounce as "wa"
공부 - study (gong boo)

The ones below are verbs, though they are written that way, they are not usually said that way...I'll explain more with the examples...

가다 - go (ka da) 가means go while 다 is usually added after the word to signify or to show that
it is a verb, people usually go"가"(go)or"가자"(lets go). I do not know why yet
but more will be explained in my next lesson, so bear with me ==P
오가 - come (oh da)
자가 - sleep ( ja da)
먹가 - eat (mog da)
지내가 - stay (jee nae da)
고맙가 - thank (goh mab da)

Well thats all for now, o_O still kinda hard typing on this korean format keyboard but its good practice ==P

Credit to my teacher, 은아 (eunah)

Any questions leave a comment, or any suggestions on how i could make it easier or improve on my posts leave a comment too....

I'll always be there baby....

Specially dedicated to my baby....inspired by "Always Be My Baby" sang by David Cook.
Haha, might not fit with the tune perfectly but it's still kinda sing-able...
Baby, for your crazy week so far, just wanted you to know





There will be times babe,
Where you just wanna cry,
And you should know dear, that i will always be there,
Now that time has come,
So just let it all go,
Cause you know in your heart babe,
I am right by your side, yeah....

I'll always be with you babe,
Physically and mentally,
Girl you know that you can come to me,
Oh darling cause my arms will always be open,
It'll be safe and warm,
That much is what I can promise you,
No way, you are never gonna shake me,
Oh darling cause I'll always be there baby....

You can just let the tears flow,
all over my pillow,
Even if you flood my room girl,
My words would never sway,
If eventually, it makes you smile again,
You know in your heart babe,
Your smile is what I seek, yeah....

I'll always be with you babe,
Physically and mentally,
Girl you know that you can come to me,
Oh darling cause my arms will always be open,
It'll be safe and warm,
That much is what I can promise you,
No way, you are never gonna shake me,
Oh darling cause I'll always be there baby....

I just want your laughters girl,
Even when your days and yours nights get a little bit colder,
Your laughters' all i wanna hear girl,
Oh baby, believe me I'll do no matter what it takes....

I'll always be with you babe,
Physically and mentally,
Girl you know that you can come to me,
Oh darling cause my arms will always be open,
It'll be safe and warm,
That much is what I can promise you,
No way, you are never gonna shake me,
Oh darling cause I'll always be your, your baby.........

I'll always be with you babe,
Physically and mentally,
Girl you know that you can come to me,
Oh darling cause my arms will always be open,
It'll be safe and warm,
That much is what I can promise you,
No way, you are never gonna shake me,
Oh darling cause I'll always be there baby....


I know its not perfect, but i want you to remember that you are.....

another day of work

i got home from work today at 9.30+. basically i was just assigned to 1 huge task and one task only.

today the conceptual writing (CW) division, the division that im in, were moving their tables. rearranging the desks and all. since i was seated in the Multimedia division (MM) i didnt hav anything to worry, but to wait for the usual morning briefing. which was suppose to be at 9.30 / 10 every morning, its now at 11.30. so everybody started their day late. including me. that takes the morning few hours off the clock. plus, today is jamie and miky's birthday celebration. we went to the pantry and out to the garden to play a prank on them. it was fun but then again, it another hour off my clock.

i had my lunch at 2 something. after lunch, at 3, May gave me the copy of my article. state the points that needs to amend, and asked me to give it to her at 4.30. at 4, Mclean who was sitting behind me, kept rushing me, as the MM people need to put my article in the web site that they are working on. i did and did and did, and i still cant finish at 4.30 so i asked if i can send her by 5 and she said ok. then i did and did and did again, by the time i send her its already 6. the last msg that i got frm her was "your 1 and a half hours late" =='( =='( =='( and i need to send her for her approval then only i can send Mclean to put it in the website. n Mclean was rushing me still... =='( after the bday celebration it was around 7 something already. i had to do more amendments to my article. May was staying back because she needs to see my article. she's the only person left in CW. everybody went back already. =='( =='( because of me and me 1 person, everybody is waiting for meeeeee =='( and i was just assigned for 1 task only. to write 1 small article and it took me the whole day. its not because Studeo Grafix tortured me and gave me alot of work just so i go home late everyday. they just gave me 1 task. 1 task and i couldnt even get it done in time. going home early is very important for me. and immaking people wait, and people are going home late because of me. =='( =='( =='(

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Yesterday Jay asked me : do you know any business magazines?
i said : nope... y?
jay: nvm
me: need help on something?
jay: can u tell me what business magazines do people read to upgrade their marketing skills?
me *went on google and typed, business magazine list* none of them are familiar at all to me. so i said : im not sure ler... the Star Bizweek? does Forbes magazine count? *simply picking up a name from the google site*
jay: Think! what magazines do people read if they wanna know more about business and marketing?
but the problem is... i dont even know a single business magazine name! how to give her the name of a magazine that people read????? i mean, if u dont like sports or something, how would u know even, of the name of one single sports magazine?
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sighh... izit me or izit my lack-of-general-common-knowledge or im just plain stupid?


May is nice when she say "don wry, i started off just like you" well it made me feel better but it doesnt make me feel good. im not comparing myself with her when she first came here. im comparing myself with who she is right now. she's been in Studeo Grafix for 3 yrs now. not that imma wannabe or something but, when everybody around you is good and your a rotten apple in the basket you tend to either wanna polish and de-rotten-fy yourself, or throw yourself out frm the baskat rather than to stay in the basket. i mean, who's thick faced enough to do that?

maybe its stress. maybe its pms. maybe it me. i have nothing to say or to complain.

poop song....

Yes you heard it and seen it right 2"O"s...POOP.....lol
go have a look then erm, laugh or vomit or feel disgusted whatever you wanna do....but it's quite cute...

credits again to Xin...

Studeo Grafix

Day 1
the first day of work in Studeo Grafix wasnt wat i expected. The people there were friendly though... i figured they would be people with no life. OT everyday and stuff. over work and no pay. sigh...
says Jamie to May: "yeah i think she could use a lil make up" *rolls eyes*
Lip yong has been helping me alot around the general things, what i should do and all, creating accounts here and there. a really helpful guy.
almost half of the company brought me out for lunch. at oriental seafood. they asked me wat do i want to eat. i said i dontknow. says Kim "you should know your answers and make decisions ya"
sigh....
got home at 7.20pm. reached ther before 9am

Day 2
Siew Yi is a really nice girl. she helped me with alot of things tho she is not frm my divsion, she made me feel more welcomed. not that the people from my division is not friendly. its just that she is new too. she had been ehre for one month plus only. felt like i havce company there and that im not alone.
today's work was really frustrating. i got the directions. did what i need to do. found out that what i did was wrong. ==( i could cry! Kim says "next time need to check with us if u don understand ya? we dont want a cat if we requested a dog" ==( ==( ==( i did do it right. i guess i did.i understood the intructions. i did the wrong thing. and i had to re do it again. n do it again. it was the format. then it was the contents, the capital letters or small letters, every comma n full stop. then it was the arrangements. ==( luckily May said i could continue to do it tmr. if not i could cry ==(
says Jamie "u shoud feel privilledged that here they never accept interns before u know. you are the first ever"
somehow that's not making me feel any better.
Miky is a really nice division leader. he keeps talking to me and stuff. n he likes to smile. alot. which automatically makes the people around smile too. n take off some weights off my shoulder.
i asked Lipyong: "wat time do u normally go home?"
"not sure lo... finish work ma go home lo. earliest for me is 8.30" he says.
"what time did u go back yst then?"
"yst? 11+ pm"
and we have to check in at 9 every morning.
dad says "they have no life"
got home today at 8.15 pm. got ther before 9am


Day 3
morning's briefing i couldnt catch up. again ==( Jamie said: you need to be moe attentive ya...
==( ==( ==(
Siew Yi has has been helping me alot today. even tho some are just general topics and stuff, it makes me feel better
says Kim to May: " book a day next week or something, to have a sharing session from the CW division with Jo to talk to her and share with her how raw you were when u first came here, how much u've learnt etc. it cant be tmr cause we would be very busy"
today is a really really busy day. time shot by like crazy. alwys meeting dealines.
says Kim: "you should learn how to manage your time properly ya?"
sigh... i have time managing problems. i should learn to write this blog post faster. i think it took me almost 20 mins. it is not a good sign.i have to get it done it 10 to train my time managing skills. sigh..
not complaining on what they comment about me but... sigh... i don know wat to say.
dad asked me to call Mr. Mark to check and see if izit normal to be like this. extra working hours and stuff. he says they shouldnt treat me like that as im just an intern. i say, interns are meant to be tortured. dad says, "they don pay u the money to torture u" hmmm...
got home today some time near 9. got ther before 9am

Day 4
life here isnt that bad after all. the only thing to complain is the working hours. thats all. i went home around 10 something. not cause i worked till 10. but i went to gurney after that to meet my parents. no appetite at all for dinner. maybe cause i had an apple at around 4pm. had salad at aroung 8pm. i finished my work. what im assigned to do, and... i dont feel good. cause its not normal to go home feeling all relieved and all. cause i've got nothing to carry on the next day of work.

Day 5 - Jamie "next time try to meet the given deadlines" ==( it was only 15 mins late. i tried my best n even skipped my lunch ==(
i have nothing else to say about today. the happiest minute of the day is when i can walk to the punch card machine n slot in my card. hearing the 'ke-chak' is as blissful as hearing myself slurping laksa noodles.

SIGN UP HERE NOW!!!! ==P

Well i am gonna learn korean really really soon, since i have some free time and my baby is busy with her interns, i've always wanted to start proper korean lessons, hopefully i am able to find a tutor or something like that.
So those who are interested leave a comment, saying you wanna learn too or whatever...(my friends or Jo's friends are all welcomed, don't have to be shy) i am not asking you to come over all the way to Australia to learn with me, or the people in Australia to join my lessons (you are welcomed if you want to join me though). If there's more than like 3 to 5 people who are interested i can post what i've learnt from the lessons on this blog and you'll all be welcomed to read and learn.
I know Yong Xin you will be interested so I'll count you in already ya ==P
As for my baby if you want to you can learn a few things when you are free la ... ==)

Oh yeah btw do you have a programme that allows us to write korean words, Xin?or anyone?

Hope to hear from whoever who's interested.....

Spring ??? .......................NOT

Warm sunshine, lovely weather, you can even imagine the birds singing, the flowers blooming colouring up the whole field.....bringing smiles to people's winter ridden faces.....Spring....The coming of a season that brings salvation to mankind. Ok...i might be exaggerating a little...haha, but still who doesn't look froward to spring.....

I was on the 290 (the number of my bus) on the way to uni, headphones on while taking a nap basking under the first day of spring, the first day of warm sunshine. Around 10 minutes before i reach uni, i woke up to the sight of the first flowers blooming, it really picked me up, finally seeing some life in this dead winter.

When i got to uni the flowers there were already blooming left and right, red blue, purple....there was hardly a breath of chilly wind that day, not a hint of rain, not a single dark cloud on that endless blue sky.....My spirits were high, and i was looking forward to spring once again...

2 days later....
i am stuck at home again, too cold to even move let alone eat, jacket wrapped around me, basically clinging to myself. Hopes dashed, for 2 days all i did was sit around in front of my comp. It had to happen, it rained and rained and guess what??? continued raining....you can hear the wind howling even with all the windows shut, sounding as if they were taunting me laughing at me....

Going out is a hassle when that happens, if your wear long pants it gets wet. If you wear shorts the cold water would just splash over your feet and the wind like adding insult to injury makes you shiver with that chill.

It just so haven't been spring so far....
Just hoping it will get better soon, hope that the plants will have their share of water and mother nature understands and bring the spring rain away.......

Give us back our sunshine........

귀여운 ( its pronounced as "kiyoo wo" means cute)

This is i believe for korean kids learning 1 to 10....but da lyrics are sweet and its cute too.....
Baby i'll sing it to you one day in han-kuk o (korean) ==)


credits to yong xin...for sending me the site and whoever that found and posted the vid with translations ==P

note : the title, i've heard in korean movies its pronounced more like "kiyoo, or kiyoo-wo" so yeah sorry if it is wrong....

EMO HAIRSTYLES!!!!!

Ok here goes nothing *sucks in breath*...........emo hairstyles are cool!!!
There.....
Oh...i see those disbelieving looks on people's face.....i can probably hear my eldest sister screaming at me all the way from Penang if she sees this ==D

It's not a change of chracter or i turned emo or something, i won't start putting makeup, squeeze myself into tight jeans, pierce like every part of my body....i just think the hair is cool...not all but quite a lot, if you don't believe me go have a look yourself.







There....comment honestly and say if it is nice or not!!!haha
Oh the emo girl styles are quite nice as well....there are even more nicer ones than just here in the vid...

Well if you are interested just go google up "emo hairstyles" there are lots of pictures and stuff, they also teach you how to do it.....

Very nice song....slow, peaceful and...just listen ==P

This song is.....................listen to it yourself...green words are the links

Sousha (Musician) ..... by Yumi Morita Kusakari... the song was sang by someone else in the link i provided to you because i could not find any that has the original singer in it besides the one in the anime, but the girl sings it really well too, her voice matched the whole thing really well.

"From the anime" with the original singer....

"Just the music" this one just plays the music, it has a link to download the music and also the piano scores, to those who wants to play it. I have the music too if you want it. ==)



Lyrics (romanji)

soshite bouya wa nemuri ni tsuite
ikizuku haino naka no hono o hitotsu futatsu to
ukabu fukurami itoshii yokogao
daichi ni taruru ikusen no yume yume
gin no hitomi no yuragu yoru ni umareochita kagayaku omae
ikuoku no toshitsuki ga ikutsu inori o tsuchi e kaeshite mo
watashi wa inori tsuzukeru
douka kono ko ni ai o
tsunaida te ni kisu o

Lyrics (english)

So as the boy fell to sleep.
The fire in the ash engulfs the air. One by one...
what rise and grow large are my beloved profiles.
What trickle down to earth are the thousands of dreams...dreams...
On the night when the silver eyes were trembling what came to born was you, as you shined.
No matter how many times the ever-passing time return the prayers back down to earth...
I will never cease to pray.
Oh please, show this child what love is.
Please give a kiss to his hands you hold.



This song if i am not mistaken is a lullaby....it sounds so peaceful, and a touch sad but nevertheless a good song to listen to on the way to dreamland.
i wanna sing it to my kids next time ==P though i don't sing well...haha