tickets to a distant life

suan le...
I thought this time you'd wait for me to go together at least, to make up of what you've done.
Bet you didnt know what you did.
Guess Im just not that important to you as you are to me...
Why treat someone so good and I still have to pray and hope to be treated well in return?
Im of a good and sincere intention.
Do I really need to stop talking to you just so I wouldnt be sad and disappointed over and over again?
You've had enough chances...

Its June... so soon.

I dont want my birthday to come so soon....... T.T
I mean, I do want to turn 21 but... I wish it was still last year.

These might help cheer me up...

1.
deceived and lost in distance, trust and whats left within,
she needs the shine, not from the amour nor from the stars above.
just like 'happy ending' this one ends with a 'g'
whatever that may be, she just cant let it be...
a long letter, a scroll, a telegraphic mail that speaks...
or something else thats more simple, if only she continues to believe...

2.
strings of happiness, sorrow and pain...
a magical player, combined emotions carved.
it starts the play with a 'g' and ends with a 'g'
believed to give her strength in the many ways she sees.

3.
She smells, she drools, she could stare at it all night.
Its magnifique the scent, of her favourite celeb.

4.
something colourful, of milky spectrum traits
milky pink blue and orange, or even green or beigh.
be it a backpack, a purse or a big one that wont age...
jackets hats or heels, earrings on that magazine page.

5.
A tiny stick to steal and store.
4Gs is cute Fi has it I saw.
her's is yellow, I dont mind some other color
as long as its tiny, cute and useful for storage!

6.
A compilation of music,
meds to mend her soul.
A compilation of food,
meds to mend her body.
A compilation of places,
of those she wished to go...
A compilation of company,
those whose love was told...

shells and spells.

they say you hear the mermaids sing,
or even sounds of the waves rushing in...
when she put that sea shell to her ear,
she could faintly make out sorrow whisperings...

the empty shell tells secrets none would understand
a hermit crab once lived there homeless yet content.
grains of sand left scratches on the walls, writing without a pen
written lyrics of dolphins who sang tunes of what they meant.

hollow shells whisper loudest,
silent tears speaks the most words.
just by sitting 2 inches away meant too much,
but still not enough to mend the shell...
nor the broken heart.

Taylor Swift & Def Leppard

When Love and Hate collide.
A really nice song.
I need to cry.
I love Taylor Swift.

Credits to Jeremy.

a written scroll

she could have seen it coming, when they named themselves romeo and juliet,
it was her knight, saving her from sorrow.
finally she thought she could live happily ever after,
romeo and juliet never did, they died to live forever.

what went wrong she wondered?
flashes of his words came into her mind.
he said, wait for me, dont leave me...
she said, i'll wait for you no matter what happens.
she forgot to ask him to not leave her when he did.

the months were short, it was less than half a year. just a mere few months, it was too short, she kisses her hp everytime before pressing the send button, wishing somehow he receives the kiss she sent along with her smses.

she had all the time to plan adventures. but no time to explore them.
they still could, but whats the point when it takes off half part of the plan?
its too short she says, way too short together.
if life is so short, what if they'll never survive pass tomorrow?
what if she'll die regreting not going on a roller coaster with him?
cause obviously she's not regretting for being on long distance for him.
however she might regret, not being with him earlier.
cause the time is too short, she lives for today and not think about tomorrow.
what went wrong?

nothing in the world is perfect but juliet sees perfection differently.
it was the feeling she felt, having him close to her.
her definition of perfection isnt the gifts he gave, it says the way their topics clicked in neverending wave.

it says how their hands fit, the way it communicates without words. how a simple hand to hold says so much more than it.
sometimes it tells her "i love u so much". sometimes it tells her "i wanna hold your hand till every single one of my hair turns grey". sometimes when he moves his thumb a lil it means "hey, is everything okay?" sometimes when his fingers twitch, it says "what a happy day this is". sometimes when his fingers tickles her palm it tells her he has a smile on his face. a squeeze on the hand sometimes means "don worry, everything will be okay" and it gives so much support. now the only thing she fears, is that she wont get to hold that hand anymore.

her definition of perfection shows when he does funny faces to the baby girl on the next table at dinner. it reminds her of what she did yesterday at the mall, to the baby in the stroller.

her definition of perfection says how she's always cold. how he's always warm, it warms her from head to toe.
her difinition of perfection says how they always say the same things at the same second after finishing up each other's sentences.
her definition of perfection says how she hates it when he knows she's up to something.
her definition of perfection shows when a simple hug from him made every problem in the world alot less harder to manage.
and how she blushes at times though she hates to admit it.
her definition of perfection says how her heart cant beat any slower when he has his hands around her waist. that tickle in her heart, no magic can erase.
her definition of perfection says the random smses and *pops*, that made her smile when her day is coloured in grey.

she wants her own career but...
to her nothing is more important than her own family. the same goes to her future family.
she doesnt mind if she doesnt earn alot. as long as she knows she has her family's support.
maybe she's a girl, its ok to have that thought. maybe if she's a guy, she'd put career and others further up the spot.
it is what he did, or at least he said he's doing. perhaps a better wife is what he needs in his future.

she understands it all, its just her own heart now.
the ocasional thoughts is what breaks her mental support.

it was great, she didnt want anything better. she did her best, she didnt want them to suffer.

she can never hate him, cause her love was too strong. however she wished she did, at least she could fall asleep on pillows that are dry...

she already had his all, simply by knowing where his heart lies.
to brush his teeth first thing in the morning, made her feel she'll wake up with a minty surprise.

its for her to decide, what exactly is his all. maybe if she did much more, he'll know he had her all.

she might cry now and smile later, but she knows it'll always be a smile. cause nobody can make her laugh, except her baby bear.
all the 20 years she smiled, finally the laugh was there.
the laughther turned to tears in a zap, there was no in between...

if turning back time leave me still with my sorrow, i guess it'll still be better. at least my heart that was once a 1, is better than now 0. it turned from a 1 to a 9.9 one shot. then it was cut from 9 to 0. all she wants is a rate higher than the original 1. its ok if its not a 9 or 10, she doesnt mind a 2 if its at least better than 1.

running away from problems is what she see actually.
there's nothing she can do, if this is what makes him happier you see.
its what makes his life way more easier.
i guess she's no longer the candy he prefers.

the things he says, the way he thinks, it was so different from the smses she once receive. did he change? he said no. did his heart change? he said no. did his way of showing love change then? i don really think so.
so what changed she wondered? but her mind was too tired.

all along she was waiting for a ship that never came. staring at the oceans with only a thought that says "he'll be back, he said he would". and that thought alone was enough to kept her alive waiting by the ocean shores. the ship never came, she got a note sealed in a bottle. it floated towards her, it says "dont wait, dont bother". it says "my ship is wrecked, to stay afloat it cant carry alot. i took my family, studies, career, health, travels, friends and so much more on board."

life will treat her better, if she lets it be. whatever it is she will never again put in her all, for fear once again she'll fall. to mend her heart, there can only be one way. that one way is not for him to stay for now. that one way happens when her happy ending arrives somehow.
the story can only have 1 prince 1 princess 1 knight, and another plain cottage girl, sewing late till night. i guess its not up to her, who decides who is who....
i dont know what else she can do

p/s: i love u

Pyonji.... (Letter)

Darling....

Come to think of it 11 months is a short time, but the past 11 months will forever be etched in my memory as it has been filled with all kinds of emotions I've never experienced. It was never perfect but it was as close to perfection as a circle is round.
I have always been someone you can lean on, and for these times I hope I've been someone you can really rely on.
There were times that put tears in your eyes, but I hope it was the smiles that outnumber the tears.

I wish I could have given reasons that doesn't sound like excuses but all I have to say is already said, thinking about it and making more out of it will really be an excuse.
What "is" is now "was", does not mean what will be is certain, what may not might not be never.
There is plenty I wish I could have done better, there is plenty I should have done better...but for you, I really have put in my all.

You might hate me one day, but I still hope it is a smile that comes to you face instead of a frown.
I don't know why it is or why it has to be, but right now what is best for you is not to wait, as what is best for me is to walk.
If I can't give you my all then I don't want to give you anything.
If you are just getting 3 quarters of me, and I get all of you, I'd rather not have you because that isn't my all....
If brushing my teeth comes to mind the first thing I wake up and you second, it is as if I have cheated on you.
If it is going to sadden you throughout that period, I'd rather make you cry now and see you laugh later on.

You might say it is wrong the way I love, but it is me a part of me that i cannot change.
If there is one more chance to turn back time, I would have chose not to be with you so I don't have to see you in such pain now.
It is my fault that things turn out like that, I wish I could give a little more but I have given my all, or maybe it is just I that have been the lesser one. Maybe I have overestimated my own capacity, maybe it is I who is weak.


Farewell is inevitable, but what lies ahead is something we have to search for....
and I hope whatever lies ahead treats you well, i hope life treats you kind.
While you put this into your past I hope the future brings you happiness in a bunch....compared to the little joy i brought to your life in this short period of time...

PS : Thanks for everything...

*scribble scribble*

weeds be part of the roads in life
doors and pathways are for us to find
different paths lay different things
notice the tiny ones, what give what brings
go south they say, but my heart craves for north
sometimes u hear, follow your heart, that's wrong.

remains of it turns into dust and ashes
mind body heart and soul speaks for words that clashes
none of the red is sweet when its blood
dancing under the rain with roses in cotton candy flood

meanings in life, what do they mean?

offering mysteries and roads i cant see

how i longed for a fairy tale to be

bad things has to happen though no villians in script

my path is uncertain, let alone my life

looking at it now makes me doubt and wonder
very often i was struck by thunder

living that life, where does it lead to?
feeling that warmth, do i still have a cold spot?

is this how it'l be? will i walk, fly or fall?

ill always be building a shield frm now
over it all in case i fall
everything lies in the hands of me
underneath beautiful stars, the bright sun and...... uncertainty

A note from Jake...

Jane,

"Against all odds, against mountains of adversities we fought and fought,
Finally I've got you, someone i sought...
With you, it felt like the past doesn't matter anymore,
Only what the future holds, which stretched out so far with love that seeps through the core...
It's only less than a year but it seem like a millenium since our first hug,
We finish each others' sentences, as if we each had a copy of "the 1001 guide to Jake and Jane",
We could basically read each other like a book...which was good...
Nearly half the period of relationship wasn't spent right beside you,
But it still feels as if you were right beside me all the time, even when i am standing in for a Macca's que...
The smell of your hair lingers on, though i think it's my imagination,
The warmth of your touch still caresses the spot where our hands intertwined...
You were everything i could ask for, your voice picked me up, your smile was like an umbrella on a rainy day, your love was like the scent of flowers in spring which made my every step seem like a hop...
It seemed like it would never stop...

Like the storm after a sunny day, the waves crashed in, the once strong wall built to keep it out broke through small cracks that was left there like scars, it was so sudden...
It was as if all the happiness turned into burden...
It felt as if even a small step forward would require every single ounce of strength,
I sat down and counted telling myself that i would try again when i reach the tenth...
Realised that i could not even move, as if something was pinning me down, pinning me back...
Tears that can't seem to flow just a few days ago are welling up around my eyes,
I wanna lie by your side once more,
I wanna taste your lips once more,
I wanna hold you in my arms once more,
Go back to the days where nothing else around matters, just us...once more...

I hope you know,
It's not your fault, I know it's harsh...
but sorry, i think it's time i move on to find myself...
On this path I've tried to picture us together hand in hand,
I really tried but it seemed as impossible as threading through the desert's sand...
It's something i have to do on my own,
Your love i will keep, your hugs i will miss...
Just like a kid's teddy bear, i will have to leave and move on,
Till the day when this path takes it's final turn, on us i will definitely reminisce...
When this journey ends, maybe it will still be you, maybe just a shadow of you that i see at the end of the line...

I cannot make any promises,
but in my heart will always be a piece of us...."

Jake....


A note taken from a japanese folk story

(blank)

i miss u...
==(

Feelings

Another half day has gone by, just like yesterday, the day seems a lil darker, the air a lil denser, my arms a lil heavier, even as i sit on this chair my back is hunched, my stomach still feeling empty even though i ate 2 hours ago...as the readings doesn't seem to be going into my brain, i decide its best to take a break and continue watching the anime i was watching.

Last episode was a happy one despite it being a sad one for the past few episodes. The ending song that sounded so sad 3 episodes ago, even sounds more lovey happy tune at the end of this episode even though it's the same song.

I feel water on my cheeks, it feels warm in this cold day, where is it from??? Ahh, my vision is blurring...It feels harder to breathe, is it the blocked nose? or is it this tightening feeling in my chest?

Is it because of the anime? Or the imagination playing in my head? The thought of losing a loved one? Or is it because today just feels a lil empty and dull?

I can't bring myself to imagine the day where i walk through queensbay mall without holding your hand...
Not sitting by the beach eating dinner together...
Not standing outside your garden looking at stars...
Not eating at sakae sushi, filling my cup with hot water without you saying "i'll do it, you'll surely spill..."
Not having your favourite laksa after going for a hike...
Or just hanging around at home, talking, planning for the day or tommorrow or the day after...
I haven't been able to do any of that for the past 3 months, how much more torturous can life be without you by myside...walking around this streets that doesn't have your memory is worse, eating alone seems meaningless...

Until i get to wake up to the melody of your voice again, see your radiant smile again, walk side by side with you again, just spend my day with you doing nothing...
Baby...work hard...study hard...play hard...laugh and smile hard too ==) "JIA YOU O"...just take care of yourself, your health and know that a few thousand miles away there's a person longing to see you again, to feel you again, crying for you, with you, laughing because of you, enduring these torturous seconds without you for a simple reason, "i love you"...

*lets out a long sigh*..........more like a sigh of relief that another half day has passed by till our reunion, another half day less till i can be in your arms again....


Thank you baby...from the bottom of my heart, for the feeling that i remember so vividly, the feeling you gave me a few months ago, the feeling i still feel so strongly now, the feeling which would definitely bring me smiles as we look back after years together...a feeling that i cannot express accurately..."love" doesn't really say it all, there's happiness, blissfulness, a feeling that makes you sigh from the comfort, the feeling that makes times fly by when you are around that special someone, the feeling that makes everything easier to bear...


PS : When something is bothering you, when you feel like something is missing, troubling you, saddening you...*holds your hand* i will be there to clear it, erase it, replace it, or if there's nothing i can do to help, know that i'll at least be there to put your smile back on your face.
muacks muacks love you...
Hmmm...maybe the word "love" does say it all... ==)

A Poster

"The Play Of A Modern Day Romeo and Juliet"

Friendshp...

Passion...

Desire...

Love...

Where the lines between friendship and lovers is but a thin fragile thread...

Once crossed there will be no turning back.......


Scene 2 for "The Play Of A Modern Day Romeo and Juliet"

Coming soon....Only in this blog right here!!!!



==D people who missed out of the first scene can go back and read it before the second one is out...hahaha *ok this line isn't included in the poster, ==P"

Scene 1 : The stirrings of an unknown feeling

A red car stopped right in front of Jocelyn's house, it was to be a harmless meeting between two old good friends. Through the gate she came and sat at the seat beside him, the first thing Yee Liang noticed is how the two year has evovled her from a girl into a lady. She was still ever skinny but, her long straight hair which grows well beyong her shoulders gave her a feminine look far different from the boyish yet cute image he had of her from way back. She brought a scent along her into the car, from her lotion he presumed, no make-ups and just a simple attire yet carrying an aura of elegance, walking straight and erect, while still having her smile he remembered well, with no trace of arrogance, just the way he would like his gf to be. That thought was cut short as from what he knew Jocelyn wasn't available.

Greetings were exchanged, so did the normal questions about how has it been lately, a little about Australia was said and of each other. In no time, familiarity from the old days kicked in and the awkwardness one have when you haven't seen one another for a long time was lifted. The conversation turned into a more relaxed one. Both began having friendly "arguements", lots of laughters as, a little teasing as they started to feel more comfortable in each others presence.

The chatter continued at Queensbay Mall as both of them walked around without a destination, not really looking at shops, instead both were immersed in what each other had to say, enjoying each others company, as a chemistry was struck, at least that was what Yee Liang felt. There was plenty of time left before the movie they had planned to watch begun, so Jocelyn suggested a walk outside as she felt cold. They ended up sitting side by side on the rocks facing the ocean, it was a nice sunny day with cooling wind. Still the topics came pouring in. For a moment Yee Liang's heart fluttered as he looked at her directly and with an observant eye for the first time, was it the closeness and the thing he felt between them the cause of it? Was it the smile she produced with those luscious lips coupled witht he sunshine which made her shone radiantly or was it simply the sea breeze blowing his senses away? He had to pause for a moment to gather himself, hoping Jocelyn didn't notice his reaction or the way he looked at her.

A picture was taken together and Yee Liang suddenly became more concious of himself, "am I dressed alright? I haven't trim my hair, does it look funny? what impression of me did i give?" it was all these questions that came flooding his mind.

Along with the sea, the gulls, the quietness of the surroundings, the calmness of the sea, and of course Jocelyn, he wished that they could just sit there on the rocks where only their voice were played and blended in with the sounds of the waves clashing softly against the rocks. It felt nice and peacful with her around. Unconciously, every single detail, her voice, her reaction to something, every single word she said, he was taking it all in, he wanted to link them together and understand more of her for a reason he couldn't quite find yet.

Time flew by as an hour seemed to be merely minutes, it was time for the movies, so reluctantly Yee Liang walked back into the mall.

Inside the cinema, the unkown feeling once again overwhelmed Yee Liang. In the darkness of the cinema he could see, and nearly feel her hands, it was just an inch away on the arm rest, for a moment the urge to just hold her hand was so strong he had to look away just to get grip of his concious brain again. It was hard to ignore the feeling as he had to whisper when there was something to be said, and once again he felt the brush of her hair against his nose, the smell of her filling his nostrils, as he whispered into her ears. Those feelings were surpressed as it would be wrong to do anything other than what a best friend does.

The movie ended at around 7 30pm, nothing happened. Jocelyn suggested Paddington's Pancake as she said it is really nice, and so they went. It was way past dinner time for her and with empty stomach she was having gastric pains. For some reason, aside from concern Liang's heart felt as though thorns were wrapping around his heart squeezing it. It was hurting and all he wanted to do was just hold her in his arms and somehow take away or at least ease her pain when he looked at her painful expression, wincing as she took her pills.

It did not stop there, once again out of no reason and sense, Liang offered Jocelyn the keys to his car, or was it his heart...he wasn't sure... It surprised him as much as it did to her, he just felt like it would mean something special for him to let her drive the car (it is Liang's sister's mx-5), the delight on her face made him feel even happier.

The night ended as quickly as the day, the date started as both of them got out of their seats and crossed path in front of the car, they hugged each other. A friendly one, but a special one, not planned just a natural reaction by both of them. Jocelyn was in his arms, for that split second the world disappeared, it felt as if the world only contained the two of them.


liang&Jo © ­ ™

huge letter allll the way from aussie. i wonder who sent it? hehe!

its a tuesday. normal lazy tuesday for me. holiday now for 2 weeks. i've got alot of things to do but still, my holidays will never be the same. as last sem's holiday...

woke up. had lunch. took my towel. was goin into the bathroom when.... *jeng jeng jeng*
my granma took a big envelope into the dining room table.
my mom was like, "who's letter? so big de?"
without lookin at the name my granma said. "dunno for who, autralia send lai de."
then i walked backwards a few step, peeped into the dining room.
mom was examining the letter front to back and said "nah its for u" she said to me.
n went up n said, "haiya sure its frm liang," i told my mom, with a cheeky face. then i said "i wanna look at the stamp and scold ppl d" guess my mom saw what he wrote a the back of the envelope "oh btw ther;s a small teaser inside for whats to come" very ambiguous. people might misunderstand u know. even the post man might. lol...
i took the whole BIG ENVELOPE and put it on my bed and went to take my shower. i wanted to take my time reading the whole thing.

-Prologue-

It started off really hard for her. Honestly she was with this guy all along. It was a 1 yr plus relationship. It was a problematic one. She cried every month, nearly every week, going through things she doesn’t have to go through. She was stupid. She believes in the saying “no man is worth your tears. The one who is wont make u cry”

It hurts her even more, when a friend cares more than a boyfriend. Simple words can already tell, who cares more. She told the guy how she wanted more sugar in her bread, and got into arguments. And whenever she’s down, somehow the best friend is her only support through anything and everything.

It all ended all of a sudden, out of the blue, when her best friend came back from Australia.

A simple sentence, a simple word, just some chat some laughter over dinner, a movie, a simple hang out, some sms-es everyday and some minor mistakes, plus some luck and fate… is what that fell into the cauldron, the perfect ingredients to brew a love potion.

Enchanted was the movie. “so close yet so far”. The movie said to go for the one true love even though its not the prince. That’s what hit her. Everything was like planned by fate that day. We weren’t supposed to see each other anymore. We bumped into each other at queensbay. We’ve got nobody to watch enchanted with. He had an extra car. Her parents were at some dinner, there was no curfew. She had paddington’s n he had it too. The day ended with a daring move frm her. Her mind wasn’t thinking right. Cause nothing is in her mind but him. The nx date her mind wasn’t thinking right either. N made another daring move. Much more daring than the previous one. It was very emotional of her to do so. But she did not regret.

The story was like a tale in some drama series. But it was actually a true story.

This story will go on, through thick and thin. For she has found her true soul mate.

It was just 2 months, flew pass in lightning speed. The 2 weeks now, crawls pass as if there were 50hrs in a day. But she will wait, for 8 months. Its what she’s willing to do, n what she thinks its worth doing for, for her love, her life, her prince, her romeo.

***("v")***

After nearly two happiest months of his life, he sits in the plane watching the clouds drift by his window, as the cars and houses begin to fade from his vision, the longing in his heart grew bigger and bigger. Liang held onto the tupperware which smelled of tuna, it was sandwich made by the girl he loved so much, she had also put a few kisses (its chocolate) and ferrero roche in it. By the sound of it, there had to be something inside. He looked around the tupperware from the outside and found nothing, it must be inside then he thought to himself. He opened it ever so carefully and pick up the bread, true enough, in between the two slices of bread lay a small pink note, in front of it the words “baby bear, on his first flight”, he smiled at the sight of it but did not open it as he would have plenty of time to do so. “The sandwich first” he thought, tuna, one of his favourite and Jocelyn’s too.

As Liang finished the sandwich, his mind wandered back to the paper, tears swelled up in his eyes as he read it, part of it were the words, part of it was the 8 months they would be apart, he was starting to miss Jocelyn already but his lips still formed a smile cause at the back of the note it wrote “forever yours, Jo”. That’s something special as it was only the second time he has heard or saw her saying it to him and what makes it even more special is the fact that no one else has ever got that sentence from her before.=) =) =)…. After reading, he set the box aside and told himself, “we are going to make this work, I am going to make sure it works, and make sure these 8 months shall be the catalyst of many great things to come……

liang&Jo ©­ ™

A Simple Post

As I sat there on my desk thinking back at how everything begun, it certainly wasn’t easy to take the first step for the both of us, but its how many simple things turned out to be wonderful which brought us ever so close.
A simple meeting after such a long time,
A simple and naturally given goodbye hug,
The simplest of things said and done,
A simple hint,
A simple unsuspecting kiss. Well maybe a few kisses =D,
The simplicity of what my brain and heart told me to do, “go for her” that was what my criminal accomplices asked me to do.
A quote from the song “I finally found someone”…..”it started over coffee, we started out as friends, its funny how from simple things, the best things begin….”. Well we didn’t start over coffee, we started over a movie =) *well that was at our first and unsuspecting day out =)*, we certainly started out as friends, and how simple things has gave me the best things, and of cause the best among all is you.
Even now, when we are far apart and things are difficult, its the simplest of thing that will keep us together and make it through these all, a simple “I love you” right from the bottom of our hearts.
Muackszszzs….
Liang.


PS : i couldnt wait till our prologue to post this =P

introduction of the main play actor

Hmmmmm…. yeeliang… he’s the romeo in the play. The main actor.

Here he will also be known as cubby, the naughty, the prince, the knight, the naughty again, the candy, the thief, the kidnapper etc etc…

shud I describe him? Hmm… he’s a great guy. he has a flabby tummy =D =D ok fine its not that flabby but I’ll stil say it is =D =D =D yay springy tummy as my pillow =)

He has straight hair. Black hair. Black eyes. Hands that fit perfectly into mine. extremely huggable. Has a perky butt (he told me himself so 2 months ago heh heh). crappier than me. Loves most of my favorite food. Loves to read my mind. Loves to bully me. Loves to argue with me n ends up crapping n winning. Fun guy to be with. Knows his way to my heart. Is a perfectionist n is perfect too. Very kissable. Has big.. bigggg huge dreams… is my source of glucose ,sucrose, fructose and all other sweet -ose. And is the reason to blame if I get diabetes =D the only person that can give me tummy aches the whole night, cause I laugh too much. The only person that makes my jaw muscles sore, cause I smile too much. And…… that’s not all. The list is too long and I’ll just continue somewhere along the blogging journey =D love u cubby!

Introduction of The Main Play Actress

Jocelyn, the main play actress in the scripts, a woman/lady/girl that’s a class above from the rest with long straight hair and an angelic face which somewhat contrasts with her devilish (not evil but naughty) personality =). *note to my baby, do not delete or modify this =P*. Although she has single eyelids but her eyes are still mesmerizing, even more than she knows or likes it. Her nose, so cute that it makes me want to pinch it al the time, her luscious lips, I don’t have to say more do I? I am a lucky guy.
Jocelyn may be naughty but inside she is a very good person, in fact a great person *to me, perfect =) *, she just doesn’t know it herself and can be very self criticizing at times. (well honey, I’ll always be here to remind you of how good you are). She can sometimes be a no nonsense kind of girl but most of the time she is fun to be with and full of nonsense. Haha…. Her story, a true story, a story to be told and continue being told after a long time would begin now……………. *note : the actual time it begun was 2 months ago*