sleepy!!

i went to college for a meeting this afternoon. wouldnt say its morning cause we had to wait for hours for people to come so we ended up talkin nonsense and all. wasted our time. i was so sleepy!
mom needed the car so i wasnt driving. dad dropped me there. on my way back, i dont know why i kept thinking of the few minutes that felt like seconds, on dec 11. it was on replay. like how AFV or candid camera would play all those blooper-shots on replay for like 3 to 5 times at least. my heart did somersaults for the whole journey back. ==D

somehow it wasnt a good day for me. not enough sleep i guess. i was sleepy the whole day.
then i got home to find out that my letter was opened already. the first thing that popped into my mind was 'it must be because it was wrritten ther "do not open', therefore people tend to be more kaypo and open the letter'. i dont knowwwwwwwwwww.......
on the previous meeting there was this guy, he was some tarot card reader. he's been playing or reading people's fortunes for 4 years, or so he say. he confidently declared that the tarot cards are 99.7% accurate. or so he say. and that the more a person plays his or her tarot card, the person will have a psychological link between him/her and his/her cards, making it even more accurate. more like studying the person's behavior and reactions to me.

for fun's sake i took a soul card and a death card. aint telling wat i got! haha... if u wanna have your fortunes told or even just to play for fun, u can drop by the huge huge Ichibanzai'o8 event this 7th and 8th June. there would be competitions and performances, lucky draws and goodies up for sale. the prizes are really juicy to be honest. first prize for the cosplay competition is a RM300 Laconic voucher. ==D i wan i wan i wan i wan!
whoever that is reading this, u have to come!

more pics for the F&N event...

got these from fi. so i posted more pics up...

Nic, Jo n Fi

some random shot after work. wooo my hair is longer now. haha

went to pee in the G hotel toilet.
(dad's idea. no harm. cleaner. plus, got a/c and toilet paper. why not? hahaha)

and this!! is something i really have to complain about.
see the 3 stars? well the 3 of them are the stars of the day. the main star is the one with the red star on her butt. some aunty kept going to all different booths for samples FOR BOTH DAYS and they took n took n took non stop. FOR OVER 30 40 CUPS OKAY!! damn brainless.
for god's sake THESE ARE FOOD SAMPLES NOT FREE FOOD FOR THE HOMELESS AND THE POOR! its for u to test it n if its nice please buy it yourself. not to take advantage and greed over food samples okay!
fi took the picture. unfortunately we couldnt take a full front shot of the rascal's face.
as for the green star fat boy. he's the fat aunty's son. now we know where he got his greedy genes from. he's not as bad as the mom cause the mom took like 30 40 cups a day while he took 2o or 30 cups.
as for the yellow star woman. fi n nic said she's as greedy and she's from the same family.
maybe she didint come to my booth or i was too busy digging ice cream into paper cups.
these people are crazy zombies. im so tak-syok even to give samples tot hem but gahhhh!!! whatever. i got my pay. more shoes for me. i feel better. hahahaha

no more F&N drinks for me please...

so i was working for an F&N event in gurney last weekend. good pay wei... too bad the sucky person in charge told me they only need 3 girls. so, the Lee 'sisters' went n work together. ==D
for 2 whole days, all we have to do is to jaga a booth, pour cartons n stacks of ice cream, milk, fruit juices and carbonated drinks, and we are giving them all out for free!!!!
Malaysians love anything that's free so, by having this event here, its actually making Malaysians love F&N even more. hahaha...
imagine giving out a lorry full of F&N products everyday for free!!! we get to dig the ice cream and give them all out on tiny paper cups. thats when its the busiest time of the whole day, cause everybody loves ice cream. on a hot day.
everybody thought that we were sisters, having to have the same surname. and so suey nicole was chosen not to jaga the free drink sample's booth, but to be around the stage for stage games. she said no then after that they picked me =.= i said no n they dont let me! T.T
okay fine, all i have to do is to take care of the kid's coloring competition. i even get to decide who is the winner. lol... if im one of the judges, i hope some of the parents bribe me to make their kids win, and then i get more money. muahahahah!!!! sommerset bay dressie here i come!!
i mean, i don really care who wins the prize. haha. im a really bad person. hmmm....

so this is where the whole event was held. we are giving out free samples that's why it would be messy. so we cant have the event inside gurney. its damn hot okay. the food sampling side is cooler cause its just in front of the main entrance door. the game side? well its like a sauna.

this is the sampling booth. its still early that's why nobody is there and im free enough to take pictures. lol

this is me in the sampling booth. giving out free orange and sarsi.

orange juice! with sacs. or at least thats what i think they are called. hmm...

full cream milk, low fat milk, chocolate milk. all giving out for free!!!!

me and the ice cream cup!

we got bored in the morning. hahahah..
so we took a picture of the so called masterpiece.

we got very bored so we took pictures of ourselves through peep holes.

we got even bored so we took pictures of ourselves and friends.

we got even bored-er than that, so we took pictures of others taking pictures of themselves.

and then i got wu liao so i played the cup balancing game with myself. hahaha

even flies love F&N!!! ==D

we get to eat free ice cream! and drink our tummy out with all the drinks.
i was thinkin i dont have to bring my own water bottle or something, there are so many different kinds of drinks that i can just, drink. ahhaha... but my parents keep askin me to bring water. cuz i'l be drinkin too much sweet stuff.
high cholesterol is enough for me thank you

and at the end of the day, the people in charge just gave out everything for free in bottles n all. n everybody just snatched like Myanmar cyclone victims. like so brainless okay...
greedy like hell. they are just bottles of drinks that worth 1 or 2 bux. or even 3 and thats all.

look at them, just look at them. like zombies in resident evil hungry for blood. its not like they will die of hunger not drinkin F&N drinks right? sheesh!! Malaysians. sorry but if u spot a friend or a person u know in the picture, i... dont really care cause they are greedy maniacs!!!!
note: lets look at the color. hmmmmmm

so i was workin. and i didnt have time to accompany my cubby. smses are very few. sorry cubby.... i'll make it up to u ==/ love u *muax!*

Feelings

Another half day has gone by, just like yesterday, the day seems a lil darker, the air a lil denser, my arms a lil heavier, even as i sit on this chair my back is hunched, my stomach still feeling empty even though i ate 2 hours ago...as the readings doesn't seem to be going into my brain, i decide its best to take a break and continue watching the anime i was watching.

Last episode was a happy one despite it being a sad one for the past few episodes. The ending song that sounded so sad 3 episodes ago, even sounds more lovey happy tune at the end of this episode even though it's the same song.

I feel water on my cheeks, it feels warm in this cold day, where is it from??? Ahh, my vision is blurring...It feels harder to breathe, is it the blocked nose? or is it this tightening feeling in my chest?

Is it because of the anime? Or the imagination playing in my head? The thought of losing a loved one? Or is it because today just feels a lil empty and dull?

I can't bring myself to imagine the day where i walk through queensbay mall without holding your hand...
Not sitting by the beach eating dinner together...
Not standing outside your garden looking at stars...
Not eating at sakae sushi, filling my cup with hot water without you saying "i'll do it, you'll surely spill..."
Not having your favourite laksa after going for a hike...
Or just hanging around at home, talking, planning for the day or tommorrow or the day after...
I haven't been able to do any of that for the past 3 months, how much more torturous can life be without you by myside...walking around this streets that doesn't have your memory is worse, eating alone seems meaningless...

Until i get to wake up to the melody of your voice again, see your radiant smile again, walk side by side with you again, just spend my day with you doing nothing...
Baby...work hard...study hard...play hard...laugh and smile hard too ==) "JIA YOU O"...just take care of yourself, your health and know that a few thousand miles away there's a person longing to see you again, to feel you again, crying for you, with you, laughing because of you, enduring these torturous seconds without you for a simple reason, "i love you"...

*lets out a long sigh*..........more like a sigh of relief that another half day has passed by till our reunion, another half day less till i can be in your arms again....


Thank you baby...from the bottom of my heart, for the feeling that i remember so vividly, the feeling you gave me a few months ago, the feeling i still feel so strongly now, the feeling which would definitely bring me smiles as we look back after years together...a feeling that i cannot express accurately..."love" doesn't really say it all, there's happiness, blissfulness, a feeling that makes you sigh from the comfort, the feeling that makes times fly by when you are around that special someone, the feeling that makes everything easier to bear...


PS : When something is bothering you, when you feel like something is missing, troubling you, saddening you...*holds your hand* i will be there to clear it, erase it, replace it, or if there's nothing i can do to help, know that i'll at least be there to put your smile back on your face.
muacks muacks love you...
Hmmm...maybe the word "love" does say it all... ==)

a tv commercial made my day

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the new nippon paint tv commercial!
i dont know why im just hapy. hahaha
okay fine it sounds ridiculous. an ad makes me happy. owwwwkayyyy. but hey! watch it yourself. they look so cute and cheerful. happy jumping around having fun everywhere.
>>watch it here<<

more reasons for me to choose advertising over filming. hmmmm ==D

wat can u do without your girlfriends ==)

i just dont feel like studyin so i'll just blog more. ==D
wonder y u just have the blogging mood on when you're suppose to be studyin. haha...


so wat do i do when cubby's not around?

sit in fitting rooms for an hour just cause it feels nice to do so

and take pictures of yourself just to fill up the memory card

try on expensive dresses you drool over cause you can only feel it on you for 5 mins in the fitting room

go out with girlfriends and update ourselves on each other's life

try on dresses

and exchange it to see which color matches u more...
i think i look better in white. i dont know haha...

and... spend everynight msn-ing n skyping to the one u love n misses the most.
i miss my cubby. stil counting down to 57 seconds
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i've been lying down, sleeping or sitting in front of my laptop for hours these days. almost everyday. i take a nap after lunch. sit in front of my laptop for 3 4 hrs afta dinner. not good for my stomach. if the food couldnt digest my gastric comes back. and yet i dont hav anything else to do other than to sit in front of my laptop or to sleep. i feel sleepy everyday!
i need to exercise. =.= even if i study i'll be sitting or lying down anyway.

currently: watching free movies on www.watch-movies.net (the hottie and the nottie)

the movie is ok lo... not bad but not that good either.
paris hilton likes to act as as the same type of girl everytime in movies lo...
like the hottest girl or some girl that every guy wants to be with. loves sex n attention. guys drool over her n treat her like a goddess or some princess. im speechless

miss saigon..

im supposed to be studyin. but im not. exam tmr. no biggie. haha. 1 subject. 10% only. no essays (i think) life in my final sem is so nice ==D
but time is crawling. counting down to 57 seconds. seconds crawl slower than time in july. how i wish i cuz get the time manipulation ability on the heroes application in facebook. might make me feel better. hahahaha

so....
last night we went to this new Vietnamese restaurant in Egate with uncle Bernard, aunt Suzanne n Ivy. just to try out the new restaurant.
the price is a bit too expensive but it was on a 50% discount promotion on all foods for customers who did reservations, so... the price was okay. i expected the food to be really really really good but it was just okay. hahahaha...
the decorations on the food is very nice. the for-display-only flowers and grass took almost half of the size of the dish. the egg-skin spring rolls u see down there, well it was actually two dishes served in one.

food:- top to bottom
- beef + koay-teow noodles + grass in normal clear soup -
- curry(or rendang, i don remember) chicken + hard unpolished rice + long beans -
- thin skinned spring rolls with grass and a prawn each + more grass decors -
- laksa noodle + mince (dunno what meat) + taugeh + green grass + glass noodles -
- grass + more grass in a deep fried skin spring roll on shredded bamboo (it was supposed to look like bird's nest) + taugeh + more grass -
-egg-skinned spring rolls with the same fillings as all the spring rolls available + grass decors -
drinks:
- yucky tasteless lemon grass tea ==D -
people:- clockwise from top left, hidden or not
-mom- -dad- -uncle Bernard- -aunt Suzanne- -ivy- -me- -calvin- -the other girl-

dessert? hmm

way-too-sweet cup of mustard-cream dont-know-whats with burnt sugar on top.
whipped cream with a piece of extra salty crispy foo-chok-like fried thingy which i dont know if we shud be eating it or is it for decorations only. hahahaha...

apple pie. as big as the top view of a canned drink. plate size? slightly bigger than the width, smaller than the heigth of an A4 size paper.

random shot from wher i sat ==D

note: i said grass instead of vegies cause the waitress said grass n kept repeating the grass word hahaha