Twillight - New Moon

The new twilight movie looks quite delicious!
Werewolves vs Vampires ==D
I havent read the second book yet. Not planning to, not until I've watch the movie.
The movie is always lousy after i read the book. Super lousy in fact.
Dig the trailer.

change of scheduale...

1 AK 5375 08JUL PENKL 2100 2150 /E

2 D7 2717 09JUL KLPER 0005 0525 /E

T.T

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1 SQ5359Y 11JUL 6 PENSIN 2115 2240 /DCSQ*LA57MU /E

2 SQ 225Y 12JUL 7 SINPER 0115 0620 /DCSQ*LA57MU /E

plasticbag lovers are going to hate this.

Jer sent me this ==)

click!

Me lovin what Im reading. ==)

Me lastest obsession

I want a guitar!!!!

Homer on my guitar. <3 <3 <3

Things that make me happy...

tickets to a distant life

suan le...
I thought this time you'd wait for me to go together at least, to make up of what you've done.
Bet you didnt know what you did.
Guess Im just not that important to you as you are to me...
Why treat someone so good and I still have to pray and hope to be treated well in return?
Im of a good and sincere intention.
Do I really need to stop talking to you just so I wouldnt be sad and disappointed over and over again?
You've had enough chances...

Its June... so soon.

I dont want my birthday to come so soon....... T.T
I mean, I do want to turn 21 but... I wish it was still last year.

These might help cheer me up...

1.
deceived and lost in distance, trust and whats left within,
she needs the shine, not from the amour nor from the stars above.
just like 'happy ending' this one ends with a 'g'
whatever that may be, she just cant let it be...
a long letter, a scroll, a telegraphic mail that speaks...
or something else thats more simple, if only she continues to believe...

2.
strings of happiness, sorrow and pain...
a magical player, combined emotions carved.
it starts the play with a 'g' and ends with a 'g'
believed to give her strength in the many ways she sees.

3.
She smells, she drools, she could stare at it all night.
Its magnifique the scent, of her favourite celeb.

4.
something colourful, of milky spectrum traits
milky pink blue and orange, or even green or beigh.
be it a backpack, a purse or a big one that wont age...
jackets hats or heels, earrings on that magazine page.

5.
A tiny stick to steal and store.
4Gs is cute Fi has it I saw.
her's is yellow, I dont mind some other color
as long as its tiny, cute and useful for storage!

6.
A compilation of music,
meds to mend her soul.
A compilation of food,
meds to mend her body.
A compilation of places,
of those she wished to go...
A compilation of company,
those whose love was told...

2 months of work

Finally Im done with promoting iPhones. Now I could be like some techie pro in iPhones right now. lol! Throughout the past 2 months, I get to spend like 8 hours per day with an iPhone. It's like so cool. All i do at work was to be on Facebook, chatting and playing with fb applications and really cool iPhone applications. That is of course, when there are no customers around...
The customers ask the stupidest questions. Its like when i was working at Cablecom, the Maxis dealer at Perak Road, its like a shop lot, so non-Maxis users normally dont step into the shop, thus making my job really hard yet simple at the same time. Its like I dont get a lot of commission cause the place is deserted and very few people step in, and the iPhone business is really bad so i was complaining and all cause the other promoters who were based at shops in QueensBay Mall or Gurney Plaza have like more customers and all. Its less bored, plus more commission. Then again, at Perak Road, I dont have to do work cause the people who come in are usu sally old and loyal customers, those that I see every week, then I get to wear hells everyday to work cause I dont have to stand all day or to walk around at all. All i do was to sit down and wait till I see a face that I've never seen before then only I get up from my seat and introduce the Maxis iPhone plan to them. And I only have to talk to like, the average is 6 or 7 people per day. The remaining 5 hours at work was for me to Facebook, read my book and sms people, another hour is to act like Im actually doing work when the managers and supervisors walk in and out of the shop, the other hour is to talk to the sales team there and ignore childish-17 year old-smoking-lazy kids who failed over and over again to get my contacts through friendster, facebook or even my phone number. lol! Anyway the place is quite near my house so I normally take my 1 hour dinner break home for dinner. So actually I should be really happy working there but Im not cause Im bored. I know me, I like roadshows and fairs, exciting and challenging environments, and i get bored easily. So I was complaining and at last they picked me to join their iPhone rover team, to promote at really stupid places like the Sri Weld food court near jetty(it was super hot over there and its like a freakin hawker centre where we have to approach customers when they're halfway eating their Hokkien Mee), New World Park food court place, Tesco, beside food court as well=.=... then Prangin Mall main arena(that was the most practical, less approached customers but more buyers. just 2 buyers actually =.=). And they suggested other places like QEII, golf clubs, fitness centres and even Coffee Island =.=. lucky none of them worked out so we had to stick with boring places.
Anyway I was talking about how the customers who walk in to the Perak road Maxis dealer shop ask the stupidest questions... the whole shop inside and out says MAXIS. The whole shop is green in colour and they dont deal with anything relevant with the other operators right? So there was this once, a customer came in and said...
"here got sell top up card?"
'yeah... can I have your number please?'
"016..."
'er... miss, we only do Maxis, Hotlink top ups...'
"huh? what lahhhh why phone shop also cannot top up for people, how to be a phone shop!"
'erm... miss you can try the Digi store right across the street, thanks...' =.=

Its very dangerous to work at Perak Road cause most of the time, the people who walk in are loan sharks. They walk in and I just did my job to promote, and when they decided to buy, they dig out rolls and rolls of cash from their pockets and place in on the table. It was kinda scary. Its like i've never held that much cash in my hands before. One came in and bought two 16GB iphones using the highest package available just to get the free phone. so He didnt pay that much cash upfront. He gave it to this girl who wore super heavy make up and super skimpy clothes, who sings at "ko tai-s" late at night, who doesnt even know what an email is. She came in the shop the other day, pushing the phones into my arms, asking me why she cant play games on the iPhone =.=. I was like, "you cant play games cause the games arent downloaded yet, and you have to download them yourself through the apps store, I can teach you how to create an iTunes account!" and i spent 3 really patient hours teaching her how to create an iTunes account step by step, and how to connect to the wifi at her house, and how to sms =.=.
Then the other came in and wanted to buy 2 iPhones together, and I told him to take the 8GB ones cause I know it'll probably end up like the first case and true enough, one was for his 'wife' (i put inverted commas cause she looks way too young to be his wife but i just kept quiet), another one for his 13 year old daughter =.=. brought 5 rolls or cash, RM1000 each, for two 8GB iPhones selling at RM2540 per iPhone, plus accessories and all, he paid like RM5300 or something upfront. He wanted to give me a RM30 tip but, better not lah, its scary.
90% of the customers who walk in smell like smoke. some even walk in with the cigarette still lit, and I had to spare half a bottle of air freshener to cover the smell. Not like im not used to the smoke already, throughout my 2 working months I've been exposed to too many smokers. I told them they would die early if they smoke, but then again I think I'll die sooner, cause of secondhand smoke.
Then some customers walk in smelling like they've never showered in ages.
Some they come in with their eyes red, and when they talk to you they started twitching, you know that they're on drugs, even if its like 4 in the afternoon.
One had mental problem. he comes in every morning, paraniod and thinking that there's someting wrong with his handphone when there actually is nothing wrong with it, he dresses weirdly and he smiles non-stop. Totally freaky when he looks at you.
Lets skip the perverts who tried to "buy me" along with the iPhone. F them.

Okay I think I talk to much. This post has been in my drafts for like a week, so I should just let the pictures do the talking.

Me, Lydia and Jason. From Cablecom, Maxis Perak Road.



Us caught in a jam on the bridge. We didnt have to start work so early cause we were stuck there for more than an hour, plus we needed food eh! Hehehehe...

Felicia and I. ==) Northern Point, Maxis Prangin Mall.
Felicia, Me, Ze and Jason.

This was taken just 2 days before our contract ended. This is half of the team who werent fired from their job. We were there to give training to the dealer shop owners of the northern region in Malaysia, they include the shop owners of places in the outskirts, like all those tiny islands and all. Im not very sure. lol! Anyways, I was the only girl there, I guess Im approachable and somewhat as knowledgable as guys on the applications and functions of the iPhone. You know the gender stereotype says that girls promote and do sales, attract customers, while guys settle the heavier work load, like carrying stuff, settling techie stuff that requires research and experience to understand how to work certain applications and fuctions and all.
But its true. As much as I want to deny it, I was on the iPhone rover team running from places to places, and people listen to me more than they listen to the guys. its like, 30% of the people I approach rejected my offer on introducing the phone and the package, while 60% of the people they approach rejects them. The supervisors say it has always been the case, and I seem to be the only girl on the team. hmm...

Anyway I dont miss the job, I got sick of promoting it already, but I certainly do miss the iPhone. Its such a great phone, if only they would sell the demo units to me for half the price, I'd take it! And Im really sick of promoting it already, so I wont write all the good points and bad points of the iPhone here, I'll just say that its a great phone. Period. ==D

new hairstyle!

Just had my hair trimmed. Me thinks my hair is too long. I just chopped 2 inches off my hair. It doesnt really make a difference but yeah, its healthier for my hair anyway. Fi kept asking me to stop asking her if I should cut my hair or not. I should just cut it. I wasnt bragging on how long my hair was, I just figured I should tame it a lil...
Then i got myself a fringe I'd never imagine me getting. I always think that my face is never cute enough for this, and I still think so too. Didnt really care what the hair stylist plan to cut my hair... when I take pictures right now, I tend to make an act-cute face and realizes it only when I look at the pictures. =.= I will try to control. hahahaha!

This was how my hair looked like last week. Which is the hair I like.

This was how my hair looked like moments before I cut it. Which is also the hair I like.

This is my new hair!
And an almost-side view of my new hair. The stylist tied it that way =.= she said its the new trend and young girls like me should have hair like this before we turn old like them =.= and said a lot of japs, koreans and taiwanese young ladies have this hair =.= I feel like a Barbie doll.

Its so nothing like Anne Hathaway's fringe =.= hahahah!

p/s: my forehead feels hot. it needs to breathe. lol

recognize the man?

Saw it at the turning into Prangin Mall. lol!

shells and spells.

they say you hear the mermaids sing,
or even sounds of the waves rushing in...
when she put that sea shell to her ear,
she could faintly make out sorrow whisperings...

the empty shell tells secrets none would understand
a hermit crab once lived there homeless yet content.
grains of sand left scratches on the walls, writing without a pen
written lyrics of dolphins who sang tunes of what they meant.

hollow shells whisper loudest,
silent tears speaks the most words.
just by sitting 2 inches away meant too much,
but still not enough to mend the shell...
nor the broken heart.

get a room!

I have just been to Adam's blog, and his newest post got me blogging.
What caught me laughing was this...

"gi la cari hotel ker, semak samun ker, hutan getah ker, dalam tong sampah ker..mana-mana janji xder orang nengok!"

lol!! hutan getah sounds like a great place. lol lol!

Just last year my sister was telling me about a malay couple sitting right next to her bf in the cinema. obviously it was dark when the movie is running, she turned to Calvin to talk to him and saw the malay guy next to Calvin, had his hand over the malay girl's shoulder, squeezing her boobs with his eyes on the movie. The girl was wearing a tudung!
Then the other day when Jeremy, James and I went for a stroll to look for places for photographs, we passed the dead end road near Queensbay mall, there were like 2 or 3 cars there, all with malay couples inside each car, all werent doing anything when they saw our head lights. they were just sitting in the car, with the windows down, frozen or something. then there was this couple on a motorcycle on full stand, the girl was sitting in front with the guy at the back, and they were just sitting there looking around left and right, as if they're waitng for us to leave or something. obviously the black was pitch black, no street lights and it's a dead end.

I'm not trying to be racist here but why do they like to do things like that in public. isnt it like against their Islamic law or something to be doing things like that in public, or before marriage, or even to be kissing at all?

Famous spots are,
the Batu Maung seaside.
the Jetulong place with 4 poles.
Queensbay hidden dead end seaside.
most seaside/beaches.
cinemas.
mamak stall back alleys.
mostly back alleys.
cars / motorcycles.
i dont know where else. =.=

Happy Mothers Day!!!

This is the only picture i found in my laptop that shows how happy and beautiful my mom is when she smiles. She never smile for the camera! So i had to take this candid shot. My dad's a lucky guy. lol!Happy Mom's Day! We love you ==)Mom and me before we did our hair. ==p

who wants an iPhone!

I signed a 2 months contract as an iPhone promoter, cause i couldnt get a job at an events company and i needed to keep myself busy to keep myself sane. It was fun at first, it was my dream phone since like, last year. Then i get to spend 8 hours a day playing with the applications, making calls, surfing the internet and do alot of things with the phone. Then it got boring, cause the dealer shop that i was assigned to is a new shop that no one knows. It's pretty boring everyday at work, but then again, im still not bored with the iPhone yet! I really want one, but its way too expensive. Maybe i should just get myself an iPod Touch. its almost the same and my hp is still in perfect condition. Then again all my salary is going to my new laptop. i need more time in a day to sleep just so i can work full time plus OT every weekend. I NEED MONEY! And time. And my sanity.
Now i dont feel like blogging. Just see the pics. Taken like 3 or 4 weeks ago.




The white iPhone with scratches is very nice. I heard Japan has got gold colored iPhones. Limited edition ones.

Who wants an iPhone? Ask me about the package, or ask promoters from the other dealer shops and buy from me. I need the comission.

Latetst craze

My latest craze these days is "Britian's Got Talent"

oh they do have a whole bunch of talent alright....not to forget loonies........some absolutely ridisulous people who damn well have GUTS!!!!! to go on stage when they completely SUCK!!!!!

BUT....good entertainment anyway!!!

korean songs....lots of them

COLOURFUL!!!!! the theme of the korean music industry these days

AFTER SCHOOL!!!!! a really hot girl group that i am in love with!!! cause they have 2 rappers and a pretty lead vocalist to go along with!!!

SON DAMBI!!!! the founder of after school but nto part of the member....just LOOK AT HER LEGS!!!!

BE MY 1004.........this is the first part when IM was still together as a group...

BE MY 1004 the 2nd part by the new group called "Happy Face" with one member less now but still amazing...

Bu Yo....another one by happy face....they are my latest craze these days

Son Dambi famous for good dancing and catchy fast songs with a really lovely ballad....

For BOF ( Boys Over Flowers ) fans out there here area f ew treats for you!!!

Taylor Swift & Def Leppard

When Love and Hate collide.
A really nice song.
I need to cry.
I love Taylor Swift.

Credits to Jeremy.

writting on a super tired brain.

avoidance is useless, cause it doesn't solve the problem.
its what cowards do, when they know it'll hit them.

acceptance is happiness. be willing to have it so, to overcome misfortunes.
make do of what we have, its when we try our best.

appreciation changes alot of things. from people to perception.
even animals know appreciation, we are friends to dogs, not their masters.

ignorance is bliss they say, how true is that?
living in my own world, i cant only see my own self alone.

sometimes when i have a feeling i try not to feel it.
at times im breathing in toxic air, but i cant try to not breathe.


anyway...
my knee is still numb, i wish my heart is too.

letters that annoy me.

im not sure if this annoys some of you as well, but have you ever came across poeple who likes to talk in a really SPECIAL way. like adding a certain alphabet at the end of certain words, for the purpose of... hmm, i dont even know why.

for example:
heix
weix / weiz
waix / waiz
hahax / hahaz
hehex / hehez
haihx / haihz
yalorz
larx
wahx
sleepz
erlox
harlox
byex
nitex
etc etc. cant really think of any more words right now.

for what? they added the alphabet to decorate the words they say? cause it looks or sounds cool? cause it has a special effect? doing it out of a habit? cause others are doing it too? cause they accidentally typed that word?

just because Jo ends with an 'o', i have decided to start the trend of writing words that ends with an 'o'. for example, heloo, weio, haiho, hahao, heheo, laho, byeo, nighto, muaxo...
yep... i think i sound kinda manja in a way. hahahaha! but it could end up to be my trademark style-o! =.=

busy.

imsobusyimsobusyimsobusyimsobusyimsobusyimsobusyimsobusyimsobusy.
i have so many things to blog about in so little time!!

this is the time when i need more hours in a day to get loads of things done.
so that i wont have to eat my breakfast in front of my laptop at 8.13 while typing this post. and i have to b at work before 9. im still not dressed yet my hair is dripping wet i dont never had enough sleep i might get canky along the day my nails are super ugly i need to repaint them i missed so many episods of drama series my eyes are puffy i need to poop. argh!!!!

anyway i cant blog with the iphone i dont know why. if i could i'll be blogging everyday at work! but i'll keep trying.

okbyez.

hapy easter! or whatever.

okbyez.

f it.

WHY DA HELL DID GOD INVENT PERVERTS N HIAO POS????

SHEESH!! a bunch of annoying trash. cant they stick to their own dicks or pussies?

MUST THEY SEEK FOR DICKS AND PUSSIES ALL OVER THE PLACE???????

GEEZ please kill yourself just because you exist.

a heartbrbeaking sight.

the other day when i was walking to work from where i parked my car,
i found a really really cute puppy.

dead.

==( ==(
It was just a baby!! ==(

close up shot.
it was on the pavement. couldnt be knocked over by a car. could it? by a bike? or kena whacked by some heartless human.

==( ==(

pervert!

what would you feel if you're at work. the shop has a totally see through glass door, and when you look out, standing across the street, leaning on a car, you spotted a malay guy rubbing his dick while staring at you. and... you look away, after 5 mins you look back, he's still doing it. after 10 mins you look back, he disappeared.

==S

I have this feeling somewhere inside of me, bugging me for days.
Located right above my stomach, somewhere between my stomach, n chest.
A sorey, soury, feeling that makes me sad n emotional when I try to focus all my senses on it, to discover what is the feeling actually.
Then I'll start staring blankly at something for hours.
And it makes me feel like throwing up when I see food.
It makes me wonder if Im sick.
How do I make it go away?

I've got no inspirations whatsoever to blog. I've had this great topic I'd like to blog about, this morning. But that was this morning. Maybe its not so great but, at least a better one than this.

Scar on my knee.

The final flake of dried skin has finally shed, or rather 'peeled'. Leaving behind this long scar.
Knee is still swollen, numb patch still there. I can walk very normally now. occasionally i get to skip a bit, wriggle a bit. I still cant dance, i still cant jump. ==(

Pics...
With flash.

Without flash.
note: there are still peel-able skin around it if you notice ==D


Anyway earth hour day is tomorrow. *verbally jumps around* eeeek! im so excited! you know everybody has been talking about it lately. ==D and everybody is taking this chance to go out, treating it as a celebration actually. hanging out, buying party strings and all. kinda weird but me like it. ==D as long as its to support to earth ==D but kinda lame cause its just to switch off your lights and cherish the few minutes. hmm... anyways, remember t switch off your lights tomorrow!

im super sleepy right now. good night, whoever's reading this now. *yawn x8*

stars...

I was at the beach last night till 4 in the morning.
The sky was so so beautiful, all i see was pitch black darkness and a blanket of thousands and thousands of stars twinkling above my head. Not much clouds. Everything was so clear.
Sea breeze through my hair... and that cleared my mind too.
It was quiet. The sound of the waves never fail to calm me.
Then there were these shooting stars, I saw it twice, two of it maybe, by myself. It was shooting really fast but it was short. If i were to put my fingers to the sky, I saw the star and its tail, 1 cm long from my view, for just 1 second.
What if the star lived for just 1 second? Cant it be given a longer life? somehow deep down i mumbled the reasons, it was just so i get to see it for a few seconds more... I didnt want it to go. 1 second was better than no seconds. But 1 second isnt enough still.

stars... they are my only companions at night.
my inspiration... they are the only things that never stop shinning in the dark.

*plays... rule the world by take that*

I use to sit there...

i miss us so much.........

lenka - the show

Im just a lil' bit caught in the middle!
life is a maze and love is a riddle ==)

Cant get this song outta my head. ==) ==)

New or upcoming korean music

This is well as you can see Subin's 1st digital single, it only has 3 songs in it but it's all nice....(youtube : 사랑은 봄처럼 )


8eight who got their name from the infinity sign (turn the"8" side ways and you get the sign) has lots of nice songs in their latest album as well....(youtube : Without a heart by 8eight)


I don't know what her name is but well the album is called memory, she sings ballads and has a good voice...up and coming artist...keep a look out for her....(youtube : Paradise by memory)


There's Lena Park too with quite a decent amount of good songs in her album, unfortunately I don't have her album photo....


Last but not least....YOONA!!!

Pretty ain't she...some might recognise her from SNSD (otherwise Girl's Generation) and some might have seen her before in "you are my destiny" which was aired on KBS (for people who have Astro)
SNSD's songs are ok....but i like "Gee" one of their latest single...hahaha

PS: actually just wanted to post her pic...lol....just youtube their songs if you are interested

scratch

I NEED TO SCRATCH MY SCAR!!!!

its driving me nuts wei.... ish!

Anyways, I miss my jeans so much! its been 3 weeks. almost, I need long jeans/pants. ==D
I dont think i can fit in my pants anymore. my left leg is still swollen.
Or maybe i got fatter. Lets hope it's cause i got fatter! ==D

this is freaky.

I've been seeing and hearing things.
Hearing voices outside my bedroom window.
Seeing patches like dark water marks on my laptop screen.
Hearing a faint sound of a typical alarm clock that goes 'kringg~' when I was taking a shower.
There's no such alarm clock or device in my house.

What's wrong with me?

tired.

I'm tired.
So very tired.
Tired of planning. Tired of running. Tired of hiding. Tired of lying. Tired of everyday activities. Tired of everyday conversations. Tired of everyday thoughts.
Tired physically. Tired mentally.
My brain is tired. My eyes are tired. My arms are tired. My legs cant move. My back is sore. My knee is numb, and painful on the inside. And somehow, my heart seems tired of pumping itself.
It's the tiredness nobody could understand unless it really happens to them.

I would kill myself for a cozy cuddle around warm fire, watching a movie and falling asleep... and never wake up.
Never, ever, want to wake up again.

stupid ad on fb

Look what I saw while fishing on facebook. Who'd click on this advertisement? =.=
Desperate people these days. pfft.

Short Film

This is a short film called "Sydney in Love" introduced by Yong Xin...it's korean, doesn't have subtitles but just by watching it you'll get what it means...the song is really nice(it's an english song)

a lil bit of the media world

Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens are said to be engaged. Hmmm... at this age?
this picture looks so... fairy tale like. its so nice, i want a pic like this too! ==(

Just because of Hollywood celebs like Paris Hilton, animal shelters in the States are now filled with abandoned Chihuahuas! Cause everybody thinks that it's another new fashion statement to carry a Chihuahua where ever they go. When they finally realize its not easy taking care of dogs, they abandon them at animal shelters. wth! These are dogs. Not toys or handbags! They carry it around just to look like Paris Hilton, and not cause they want a dog?
Blond bimbos. Ish!

Anddddddd..... this clip of Gossip Girl's Jenny Humphrey escaping paparazis, is so coooool!


Source: Galaxieblog.com

Anyways, did you know that you cant say "toy boat" very fast, and for a lot of times?
It'll turn into toy bot or something. lol...

QuizBox Test

Saw this on Jason and Jovy's blog. And got curious. ==p
If you're curious too, click here for it.

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I'd say 80 to 90% is true. Or that I think it is. hmm....

shut the hell up and please dont brag.

If you can afford an expensive piece of clothing, keep the extra info and DONT FREAKIN SHOW OFF.
If your boyfriend baked you a cake, keep it to yourself and DONT FREAKIN SHOW OFF.
If somebody compliments you, politely say thanks and DONT FREAKIN SHOW OFF.
If somebody gave you something, share but DONT FREAKIN SHOW OFF.
If you have 2 A's short to getting straight A's, DONT FREAKIN SHOW IT OFF and dont say "i have REALLY bad results" to the others who are 2 A's short to getting no A's.
If you have money, DONT FREAKIN SHOW IT OFF and say "i dont like my life right now cause it revolves around diamonds and pearls" to those who are so in need of money.

Or better still, just shut the hell up and count your blessings.

I know there was a post on jealousy a few posts back. But this has got nothing to do with jealousy. I would prefer to talk to a person who is humble and doesnt brag about the medals he won in beijing, the diamonds she fished from the boyfriend, the compliments he got from friends and judges. Cause the world aint all about you.

These days im super cranky. So dont freakin step on my tail.

Sheesh!

And when im not cranky, I spend my hours crying. So shut up and love your life cause you aint living your life like mine.

Happy hospital

Check this out.
Tanjung Rambutan is actually on wiki!! And in different languages! Hahahahhaha!!
Plus, it's actually called Hospital Bahagia. Happy hospital! ==D
forgive me for being really sampat, but I really didnt know! lol...
can we think of something to add in it, please please please please pweaseeeee? rofl...

>>English version<<

>>Malay version<<

Things that i cant do with an injured (healing) left knee.

1. Pee properly in a public toilet.
   i have to pee real fast or my right leg gets tired, and i cant use the squat toilet, it has to be the sitting one.
   
2. Paint my left toe nails.
3. Cross my legs when i sit.
   I love to sit that way! ==(
4. Stand properly.
   I have to place my whole body weigh on my right leg and it gets tired easily.
   
5. Walk properly.
   Everybody is staring at me like im some zombie! DO NOT stare at poeple. its so freakin rude.
   
6. Wear short skirts.
7. Wear my jeans.
   my jeans are all tight ones, cant have it pressing on my wound ==(
8. Walk from Old Town to Kenny Rogers in Queensbay Mall.
   oww oww oww oww....
9. Exercise.
   I miss mother nature so much! my sweat glands needs to move it move it.
10. Feel a patch arounf my left knee cap.
    It's numb and i believe i have lost my sense nerves around there.
    
11. Help around the house.
    Sorry mom ==(
12. Hit my left knee just to see it jerk upwards, natural reflexes.
    
13. Sleep with my favourite sleeping pose.
    
14. Shower for a very long time.
15. Fish between chores and movies.
    cause i cant walk in and out all the time!
16. Carry a lot of things at the same time.
    i lose balance.
17. Go shopping.
18. Go cycling.
19. Chase my dog around the house.
20. Drive.
    
21. Jump when i see a tarzan rope hangin down a big old tree.
    
22. Jump around when i'm really really nervous for the speech tonight.
    jumping makes me feel better when i'm nervous. ==(
23. etc etc. lol
    

AND I HAVE A FAT LEFT LEG!! ==( its stil swollen.
i do want to be fat but not the swollen way.

random post

Seriously, people should consider opening restaurants or something that opens throughout the night for late sleepers, i bet they can earn a lot, why don't they SEEEEE that....jeez...

Gonna start experimenting on my own bubble tea recipes!!!! kekekeke.....



"The crown....something that the powerless people can't touch, something that the powerless can't grasp, something that the powerless can't take away" - quote Eyeshield 21 chapter 320

Damn this sentence sounds so powerful, full of confidence, i don't have other words to describe it for now...will add more when i think of some...haha

World Earth Day

Saw this on tv just now. Decided to blog about it.

Let's fight GLOBAL WARMING together!

March 28th 2009
Saturday 8.30 - 9.30 pm

Sign up here. Please please sign up.
One makes a whole lot of a difference if everybody thinks the same way.
For those in Australia and the States, check for the time on the website.
Set a reminder in your handphones people!
And FREAKIN TURN OFF YOUR LIGHTS N ALL ELECTRONICS on that hours. ==)
Then you can see the whole world turn blank for 1 hour. whee! how cool is that.
That is, if the entire world supports and loves the earth as much as we earth lovers do.
>>CLICK<<

Jealousy.

Jealousy is a very strong word, or so I've learned from past experiences and the stories I've heard. A much stronger word compared to envy, jealousy often leads to hatred. Too much of the dose leads to poison. But if course a few doses are still considered healthy, I mean, seriously, who has not been jealous at somebody (or something!) at certain points in their lives? Not all jealousy leads to hatred. Poison only when it's overdosed.

Today, status is much more important than it used to be, people are competitive and you feel the pressure, when a friend shares a few details too much on how she manage to shed 5 kgs in 2 weeks, and you're still a size L no matter how much homework you did counting all the calories in every meal.

What adds vinegar to the lemon juice, is our heighten level of brand awareness. It may not bother you if your manager brings a new Prada purse to work. But if you're only 20 and your classmate flashes the 5 platinum and gold cards in her purse, hinting the new Gucci heels capable of elevating her 4 inches higher (from her actual height), jealousy hits.

It may not bother you at all if an acquaintance or someone older has something that you don't. But if it's someone of you own level, be it a friend or a colleague, it can be harder to take. You feel somewhat inferior, you feel you deserve the same amount of things. Jealousy hits.

Most of the time, jealousy seeps unknowingly from insecurity. I mean, the employee of the month won't be jealous of his colleague who just tapped down 5 sales in 1 go, would he? At least not for that particular month. Jealous because your boyfriend watched a movie with some female friend? You know you totally trust him. But somewhere at the back of your head, those few brain cells of yours just can't block out the ugly thoughts that says he might dump you for her. It sounded like a movie date to you, might be the first of the many dates to come. You were afraid you're no longer the one and only girl in his eyes, afraid that you're no longer your boyfriend's girlfriend. Jealousy hits. At times, jealousy doesn't come from not trusting the guy, it comes from not trusting yourself, you think that girl is somewhat prettier, smarter - better.

People tend to compare themselves with others, consciously or subconsciously. The results often trigger their self esteem. It also has a lot to do with what people actually want in life - satisfaction and goals in life.
What does a kid want? Or what does your kid want? A little girl can only be jealous of her friend who has a Barbie doll and she doesn't. But what if she likes to play with toy cars and trucks instead? She won't be jealous at all.
What does a teenage child want? Or what doesn't your teenage child want? Normally to fit in the groups among his peers. He has to smoke because everybody smokes, and he thinks being seen walking with his parents in a shopping mall makes him look like a momma's boy. What to be jealous about? The macho buffed guy who smokes and gets the girls' attention. He thinks he's cool he shops for his own clothes, not bought by mom.
What does a girlfriend want? Or what does your girlfriend want? Normally security and protection? Or she wants you to pay for all her meals, movies and expects flowers and presents every month?
What does a retired old man want? What does your dad want? Some are jealous at the neighbour, because his son didn't fail his subjects and graduated from a proper university. Some are jealous of the niece who just delivered a baby and their daughter is a 40 year old successful corporate businesswoman - who is still single. Some took out their EPF money for the son to study, and he never came back, and nobody wants to hire a 70 year old man with stroke.
It all bounces back to what makes you happy and what satisfies you. And we all know, in some cases, $100 k in a bank is never enough.

If i were to share my real life experience? Back in high school, there was this girl in class, bragging on her boyfriend. He bought her 2 cell phones. Always took the premiere class movie seats, never the normal seats. Paid for all the expensive crabs, muscles, prawns and squids. Bought her traveling to some countries, all expenses on him. And my boyfriend at that time? Doesn't really respect me, and even asked me to fetch him out and pay for his meal! I don't really like seafood, nor fancy being in premiere class seats. But was i jealous? Yes. Part of me wanted to just shut her up, but the other part says she didn't do anything wrong, it's not right to be mad. But obviously the jealous half was heavier. It didn't lead to hatred. I don't hate her. I just have to get over it. It wasn't because she was showered with expensive stuff. It was because I feel like I've been mistreated and that i deserve more than this. The problem was on my side, not on her side even if she likes to brag. I didn't get any of those listed above, when I was with my 4th boyfriend. Even when she bragged about the same few things, it doesn't bother me because I don't want premiere seats, I don't want to eat expensive foods, I don't want or need a new handphone. But I didnt feel mistreated. I was really content. Nothing else matters.

Real life experience number 2? I've always thought that the reason why my sister hates me, is because that she is jealous of me. And somehow I still think that way. Many years ago she once said this to me, "I don't even even get to go out when i was 14." I was 14, she was 17. Dad bought 2 watches, one for me and one for her. Fair enough? And she said "i don't even get a watch when i was 12". I was 12, she was 15. 2 years ago, I passed my driver's license, n sis got a job. Dad bought a new car so she drove the old car to work everyday, mom drove the new car. Fair enough? When mom's not using it, I drove out to college once in a while and sis said "when I passed my driver's license, all I get to drive is this old car. Why does SHE get to drive the new car to college?" What should I do as a younger sister? I really have no idea. For her to drive the new car to work everyday while mom drives the old car, and I drive when mom's not using the car?

Jealousy isn't really a familiar friend of mine. For all the jealousy I have once had on others, none of them had even a teeney bit of hatred in them. All was from insecurity. Some, from what i figured I should do to get even with her - my sister.

If you know there's lousy in jeaLOUSY, try... please try not to subject it to others. You can share private details with others, but tell people things based on their own situation. For example, if you wanna share the news of your boyfriend giving you the best birthday ever, share it with the one who has a boyfriend of many years, not the single ones who might get depressed over not being able to even nail a guy down, not to say have a birthday party thrown. Dying to tell someone about your promotion? Call up your uber-successful cousin. When someone feels secure about the subject matter, they won't be jealous.
Another tip, is to try and be humble, don't sound like a show off. Compliments work too. When you tell a friend (who you know can never afford it) about a pricey new dress, mention that she could borrow it from you for prom night, or how great it'll look on her.

Even the bestest friend can be jealous of each other. The movie Bride Wars proves it.