Tuesday, October 28, 2008

I SUCK!!!!

WHATEVER HAPPENED TO SELF CONFIDENCE.
SELF ESTEEM. HOPES. GOALS. LUCK. OPTIMISM.
THE BRIGHT SIDE IN LIFE. BELIEFS.
YADA YADA YADA I DONT SEE ANY OF IT!!
everybody hates me. cant i just run away.....?

i want the proud. thick faced. happy. tough.
nothing-can-stop-me. who-the-hell-are-you-to-speak.
i-dont-care-what-people-think.
im-on-top-of-the-world. hate-me-f-u-i-dont-care.
i-rock-you-suck. attitude back....


at least im not drowned in depression......


SCREW THE DAMN THING SCREW EVERYTHING AROUND ME!!
im turning sadness into anger im done mourning!!





stop picking on me................ please...?
i need to breathe...
if only i could escape...
i need a shelter....



i cant even handle puny lil things like this. i suck i suck I SUCK
im the worst person in the world!


take these thought away from me!
does anyone have comforting words for me...?
you could lie if you want...
at least i feel better...
somebody's talking back...



help... *cries*
its the only thing i know how to do now...

4 comments:

  1. u dont suck....==S thats crap, iike i've always said u are tons better than u think of urself....

    u dont see any of those positive things cause u let da negativity take over urself...
    btw, anger doesnt really help, though u may try....

    u've gotta weather da storm, then one day u'll come back strong...
    n get all that swagger back...

    muacks.....

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  2. [cubby]
    im not good if i cant prove myself being good isnt it?
    anyway i saw this article worth blogging about. it has something to do with all of this.

    [fi]
    its about life. life is demanding. it takes so much to survive in this world. yes work too. and everything around me.

    -female half of liang&jo

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  3. lie to meeeeeeeeeee.....

    -female half of liang&jo

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