Tuesday, January 20, 2009

its coming!

chinese new year is coming! but...... so soon...?
yes i want the angpows! its just, u know, the relatives and family friends, uncles and aunties normally pinch your face and say "you've grown so big already! the last time i saw you you were in diapers!" thats the annoying part.
next, they WILL question you on your work/studies. which is the last thing i want on my mind right now. im unemployed okay! dont you whisper behind my back rambling on how smart your son or daughter is workin as some lawyer or something. or maybe they dont. i just have a feeling that they do when you see this look on their face when i declare unemploymency. blame it on the economy! or me. to not take enough effort in lookin for jobs. i mean, its nice to start up a topic and all, to wonder what my parents daughter is doing right now but, please? right now but not right NOW?
after that, they will ask about my health, out of care... you know, and all. FINE my cholesterol went up to 7.2 alright? under medication and still 7.2 is unacceptable. how can i survive without bak kua in the cny season? ==(
then they will ask the boyfriend question. enough of the questions i dont want to answer already! aww is there a way i could just avoid these questions?

can i just hide in my room and get away from everybody this chinese new year? or maybe get the angpows only hide before anybody asks anything?

my stomach doesnt feel so good. as if my dinner at 7pm havent digested at all and its almost 1 now.

i really need a life. continuous emo posts from me since for as long as i couldnt remember. blogs are for me to pour everything in with. it just seems that my bucket full of rose petals is now filled with rotten water. all i can do is to let it clear by itself. and pray. cause there no other place for me to pour them at. i've added labels. you dont have to read them if you get sick of my emo posts. just look at the labels and if its labeled emo, you can ignore it. labeling back old posts of last year is making me even more emo.

how do you de-emo-fy a person? i need a de-emo-fy-er.
help.

6 comments:

  1. wow! are u serious?! cholesterol at 7.2!!!!!! i thought my 6.6 was bad enough!!!

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  2. ahh yes... i was once a 9.9 so i had to take medication. been on the drugs for 4 years now. got it from my dad.
    still takin that lil white pill every night, the last time my blood test report screamed 7.2 at my face. that was 2 weeks ago.
    6.6 is really really bad jason. what have you been eating!

    -Jo

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  4. i cant stop the medication no matter what, says the doctor. even if i dont touch cholesterol food at all, my body produced them. i have to take meds for the rest of my life.

    -Jo

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  5. my my...is 9.9 like the maximum in the cholesterol index?! at least it's going downwards 7.2 and hopefully eventually it will go go down below 5? :D

    ahh, mine. well, i'm a fan of char koay teow, fried oyster any oily and fried stuff you can think off.

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  6. it was a 5.3 the last time i checked. that was last year only. what happened in 1 year la. hahaha...

    next time, try steamed koay teow, steamed oyster, no wait, oysters are bad too. lol... DO NOT eat the bak iu phok in wan tan mee. please please please please. its so oily its disgusting. lol... aside from animal intestines, do not eat animal brains. its so high in cholesterol poeple can die. lol... i found it in a food health dictionary thingy i dont know what its called. monkey brains. i dont remember how high but i know its very high.

    -Jo

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