i shall...

jocelyn shall keep remind herself on new year resolution number 15. and stick the hell to it.

jocelyn shall keep herself within the fences of patience cause she cant kick the sheep out and she cant get out to the fields.

jocelyn shall erase the negativity off her chest and see everybody as harmless human beings tryin to be nice, even if they arent, its just their cranky day, they mean no harm, or its an innocent mistake and should be forgiven.

jocelyn shall stop the feelin of regret eating her up after she bought this dress she doesnt really like, from Forever 21.

jocelyn shall not forgive certain people that has crossed the line. she shall keep away from them and let it stay that way cause they dont understand and dont appreciate what she's tryin to do.

jocelyn shall notice the people around her who are really really nice and do something nice back.

jocelyn shall not let the bad habits of her high school ages return and infest her attitude.

jocelyn shall bank in her cheque and take the money out ==D

jocelyn shall do something to mend the holes in her.

jocelyn shall still be stingy enough to not go for a manicure. even when she so need to treat herself something good, and spoil herself more now.

jocelyn shall not allow even one tear at all to fall today.

jocelyn shall have better control of her life by doing meaningful things. to meaningful people.

jocelyn shall get her beauty sleep today. sleep for many many hours and hopefully wake up to find her eye bags of at least half a year, gone.