happee 2009!

i know its 2 days late. first day the internet went crazy. streamyx was havin a day off too i guess?
but happy new year people!! especially to the very special person who shared this blog and made it more interesting than it is.... n played a very special role in my life. well a person's blog is all about a person's life isnt it? ==)

lookin back at 2008 for me just... i was lookin at all the blog posts for last whole year....... i have no receptor thingy, to control at all, the cells around my tear glands.... lets just put it that way, when thing's are slightly out of... expectations, plans and control, of the will of... fate? and certain arrangements with...... ok i shall stop talkin now.

anyway last year for jocelyn, moved really slow. really really slow. i was waiting and waiting everyday, staring at a date all the time. one date after another. there was always a date, may it be a happy one or a sad one. february then july then august then november then... and now this year, i just dont have a date as a target line anymore. it was a slow year but before i know it, it ended up in a zap, leavin me stuck in never never land.
andddddd.... that slow year is finally over. hope this new year for me would be fast. and you know ther's only 2 ways for it to be fast. for your life to be fast. one is to have a great work life. or a great love life. as usual, greedy me would want both.

ok new year resolutions! here's the list. well, not really a new year resolution list, but i think they look more like a to-do list. cause u know, resolutions always look and sound so... visionary. so huge... with big plans and big evetything and half of them will have your freinds laugh at you saying "hey wasnt that what you said last year? come on you wont get that done this year" or "puh-leez, you wont be able to make that happen, not in this decade".

THE LIST

1. do something good. (volunteer somewhere since im too stingy for giving out monetary donations. oh old clothes might work too ==) )
2. learn up something. (be it a skill, a hobby, a language etc)
3. finish all my movies and series. (some dvds in my drawer are bought to rust and i should start doing something about it. lol)
4. have a clear mind and decide totally what to major on in my studies. (and make sure i WILL go for a degree)
5. sew some dolls. (i want to!)
6. finish my 6 never ending books feeding on dust, ps i love you, change of heart, rules of work, olgilvy's advertising, 4 twilight books (if i have them all, i only have 2)...
7. change my fashion style. totally! more heels and make up for me please. when i dont feel lazy or feel like wearin something comfortable. im old. i've changed my hair style anyway, next up is my wardrobe. ==)
8. but i do need money for that dont i? so i need a job. i great job to gain experience.
9. self learn photography and editing skills.
10. finish writing a proposal for patrick's corporate company profile and get him to pay me ==) (man this was on me for more than half a year now. it's goin to be a year in 2 or 3 months. ish!)
11. make really nice cards for everybody's birthday!
    
12. finish my cross stitch. (i have a new one and its almost like a bif framed photo)
13. keep praying that my hp will spoil so that i will get a new one. and also that i will earn enough money by then to treat myself with a new hp.
14. not travelling. definately. or maybe i could, but i dont feel like it. (why is this even on the list?)
15. forgive the people i hate. jocelyn will talk to the people she loath most, act nice and hope it'll turn out nice. just cause she wants to cut names off her enemy list.
16. wear a bikini in public. (hahahhahaha... this is a stupid one but what the hell.. who's in with me? ==D 20 and i havent done that before can you believe that? was never confident with... erm... a certain size, you know... anyway its not happening 30 years frm now is it? im old now! and its happenin now. hahaha )
17. get an addiction. (be it on candies, work, a hobby, some life, some book, anything!)
18. be more organized.
19. be a better planner on managing my life.
20. exercise more... and i mean MORE. it i dont throughout the year, i'll make sure i do in december. ==D
    

and if i dont get them done by november 2009, i'll have them done in the whole december just so poeple wont be saying things like "cheh i knew it" or something like that. liang might probably be the first to say that hahaha...
the list should be till 20 i guess. if there are more i'll write in the comment box. anybody came up with their new year resolutions already?