Its June... so soon.

I dont want my birthday to come so soon....... T.T
I mean, I do want to turn 21 but... I wish it was still last year.

These might help cheer me up...

1.
deceived and lost in distance, trust and whats left within,
she needs the shine, not from the amour nor from the stars above.
just like 'happy ending' this one ends with a 'g'
whatever that may be, she just cant let it be...
a long letter, a scroll, a telegraphic mail that speaks...
or something else thats more simple, if only she continues to believe...

2.
strings of happiness, sorrow and pain...
a magical player, combined emotions carved.
it starts the play with a 'g' and ends with a 'g'
believed to give her strength in the many ways she sees.

3.
She smells, she drools, she could stare at it all night.
Its magnifique the scent, of her favourite celeb.

4.
something colourful, of milky spectrum traits
milky pink blue and orange, or even green or beigh.
be it a backpack, a purse or a big one that wont age...
jackets hats or heels, earrings on that magazine page.

5.
A tiny stick to steal and store.
4Gs is cute Fi has it I saw.
her's is yellow, I dont mind some other color
as long as its tiny, cute and useful for storage!

6.
A compilation of music,
meds to mend her soul.
A compilation of food,
meds to mend her body.
A compilation of places,
of those she wished to go...
A compilation of company,
those whose love was told...