i am not a person like that.
what have i sinned?
why am i being judged for being the person that i am not?
should we be asking for more in order to receive more?
to try different ways to get what we want?
or should we just wait to be given a shiny stone for a high price?
or to be given a funky gadget to build our own dreams?
why do people far worse than me live a better life than i do?
or am i really a person worse than those really bad people?
was my closed door a hint, a guidance to lead me to another door because that's the right door for me?
or simply to test my skills, knowledge, patience and determination to have that closed door opened?
is being kind and stupid better or to be cunning and knowledgeable? if we were to choose one. nothing's perfect...
does karma really exist?
does that mean i'll get good things as long as i stay good?
do we deserve what we get?
do we deserve what we want?
do we deserve what we need?
do we deserve what we would be given?
or do we deserve to have anything close?
how fair is the world?
is the world really fair?
a rich spoiled girl might be cruel and cold hearted. a poor valley girl might be kind and loving but to the poor girl, money means alot to her even if she has the value of being kind, she still envies the rich girl's money when everyday all she have for lunch is bread and water. the rich girl might be jealous of the poor girl having more friends (and real friends) than her. the kind girl deserves the friends but does she deserve to be poor and have bread instead of roasted chicken? the cruel rich girl might deserve to have less friends but does she deserve to have puddings and pies?
some might say, one day it will turn out to be that the rich girl runs out of money and turns poor. the poor girl works hard and earns her own money and buys her own cottage. yeah but only in fairy tales.
do fairy tales really exist?
is it really all about achievements, not improvements?
can people really juggle to have all the big n small stones to fitted into the pot in a short period of time?
can people choose the life they live or its just their destiny?
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[Added Nov 21]
will we receive more if we give more?
will others want to receive what we give?
what do we have? to offer?
will we want what i receive?
will we need what i receive?
will we even want to receive?
do we really need a receive?
do we really want what a receive?
should we be asking for a receive at all?
is fairness given or should we be grabbing it ourselves?
does the rich really get richer, the poor really get poorer?
do people judge us for our achievements instead of imporvements?
grade D to C to B doesnt get people to realise... but the straight A person gets the limelight all the while?
grades are for who to judge?
how are the grades judged?
is A ever enough or is sky the limit?
Does the person really deserve an A title?
does the person reallt deserve the B title?
the A person might or might not be evil and cunning to get the A.
but who to judge?
same goes to the B girl... no?
to give up or to keep trying?
will i be happy with the result i get?
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of course there are no such thing as destiny...as in everything has already been played n laid out before u....
ReplyDeletewhat u become....how u fare in the future...its all within ur control its how u accept it n change it....
u should just continue being urself cause deep down u are a good person, but at da same time try to find ways to improve upon urself...
da world is never fair,u'll only get wat u work for...
for example...the rich girl even though she is rich but likes to spend a lot and is too extravagant with her ways of living will eventually lose her money cause she didnt work to maintain or earn more money...but if she does, n be humble at da same time...she'll still get her money and real friends....
same goes to da poor girl, she might not get filthy rich but she would have a better life if she works for it, however if she just wallows in self pity n grumble about her so called fate n dont work then she'll never be able to get out of that hole...
instead of thinking why do people get this n that n i dont....u have to think of, why am i getting this good thing, and continue doing wateva it is to get even more good things...as for stuff u want or think u should have, think of why u dont have it then work urself towards it....
-male half
u said this : "should i be asking for more in order to receive more?"
ReplyDeleteans: u should be giving more to recieve more....
u said this : "is it really all about achievements, not improvements?"
ans: in order to achieve u have to improve....da more u improve da mroe u achieve..no?
-male half