i dont care im still a teen!! hahahaha

i just turned 20! a few days ago. its a really sad thing. when you're 13 u wanna grow up faster. when you're 19, u just wanna stay a teen longer.
this is what u get from your friends when you're officially 20
"'hey happy birthday! you're no longer a teen! muahahahhaa!!!!"
yeah. 老了不认老 i know. i dont care im 20teen right now n i'm going to be twenty-leven next year, twenty-twelve, twenthirdteen, twenforteen and so on. and i'll decide when im no longer a teen when i feel like it. hahaha...
it feels so good to be young. when you're 20 you get to think back the fun times you spent with the people around you, the things you enjoy doing, no responsibilities. the rules you break. the pen you took without paying at popular. the rice u took from the economic rice stall in the school canteen without paying. the form1 prefect you use to poke around. the high school classmates that eat together in class or have fun together in class. the tuition classes you ditched to walk around and go back to the same spot to wait for mom when tuition's over. the many years of chinese new year when every year your aunts say the same thing "wahh so big already ar, the last time i saw you you still wet your bed!"
yeah, just take it as a compliment and that you no longer wet your bed.
so how does it feel like to be twenteen? for me i feel, old. and that i'll be leaving college soon for work. and the first step of my career is to write a resume for my internships. no more classes after next month. hard intern work for the following 3 months just so i wont be fired to graduate. and after that? life's not going to be the same anymore. well look on the bright side, i get to earn money and buy as many pairs of shoes that i want. whee!!

on the day itself, many of my friends sms-ed me and wished me happy birthday. i realized that there are so many friends remembers my birthday. alot of them are those that i dont remember when their birthday is for totally forgotten about it until friendster notifies me or when its on the facebook list. its either im a bad friend that doesnt care as much or that i have a bad memory or... that my birth date is easy to remember. one way or another i still feel bad. i even created a list of my friends birthday since like 2 years ago and it doesnt seem to help. it's killing me! im so sorry i feel so bad for not remembering your birthday(anybody whom i didnt wish back) ==( but i'd like to thank everybody. a simple wish means alot. and most of all i wouldnt forget my cubby for everything he did for me, the love the care the everything. i feel it miles away! ==') the best birthday present in 20 years is to have you by my side ==) my love, my life, my romeo.

this year my birthday was different. we went all the way up to Feringgi Garden. its a lil pricey but its a really cool place to go.

this is just a small glimpse of the entrance. it was raining then, couldnt take more of the place.

the darlings that made my birthday eve so nice.

bit and my food menu.

lian, her food menu and my food menu.

the food:-

desserts are the best!

they gave me free cake and ice cream! and flowers too! movenpick ice cream. ==) but i was eating melted ice cream cause i was too busy taking pictures. i love this picture. ==)

me and the food.

me and the cake.

me and the desserts.

bit and the food.

lian and i and the food.

trying feed bin with the cherry.

trying to look wrong with the cherry.

random shot of me.

bin and i.

me and the flower.

bin and the flower.

bit and the flower.

the flower and i.

where there are girls there are toilet shots.

the girlfriends. ==)

more pics in bin n bit's blog.